i think i'm in true recovery and i'm overcoming. i'm not panicing...just wondering like what is going on, and what is happening to me? lol I just hope I haven't turned away or relapsed into something bad. I remember it was YEARS b4 I could ever sleep soundly. It wasn't under 9th grade that I could "truely" sleep. Before, it was, go to bed, get up, work hard, do it again. Then, I entered high school and all of a sudden I was doing much much more. Then, b4 I knew it, my WHOLE life was moving so fast b4 my eyes. I wanted it to slow down but I couldn't stop it. It was as if the Holy Spirit TRUELY had control of my entire body. Before I knew it I was traveling the country and just meeting EVERYONE that came my way. Then, by the time I went off the college I just couldn't take it anymore! I started to use drugs cause the ppl around me used them. Finally, I stopped and don't use them anymore. I find them undeserving and not worth anything. Anyways, that's my rave and rant or whatever for today. Take care!
love dee