in dire need of some prayer (long)

[lOstLamB]

to whomever may read this.. i have never been a part of a forum.. i have never just put my problems out there to a bunch of strangers i have never met or known.. my heart has been troubled for too long that i am taking down my guard and just letting this go because i don't know how to carry on by myself..
to make a long story short, i have been raised a christian my entire life and i've always believed in God.. but i met this guy.. a guy who has turned everything upside down and inside out.. and we've been through hell and back together.. and for a time, we were so strong in our faith because of the trials we overcame together, but now it's at a rock bottom. i feel as though i can bring us back to God because i still carry my desire and conviction to come back to Him.. but my bf just pushes me away.. and it hurts so bad and i want to just give up.. i dont' feel like i'm strong enough to carry myself through, let alone the both of us. i care about this man so much and i have seen the amazing power of God in his life and the kind of incredible person he can be.

if anyone out there reads this and has some time to spare in their prayers.. please pray for me in this difficult time.. i am in college and i feel as though there's just too much.. more than anything, i want to have God in his and my life again, and i don't want to lose my bf.. i refuse to leave his life w/o having helped him in some minute way..

 

[Hopeful]

praying

 

[JewelInHisCrown]

Yes, I will pray for you Just remember that with God we have everything. He will never forsake you! Just trust in Him. Pray to him and ask the Holy Spirit to give you the wisdom to make any decisions in your life. You will be led down the right path that way.

Prayers & Blessing to you,
Jewel

 

[Cat59]

Praying for you and your boyfriend

 

[wvmtnkid]

Praying for you and your boyfriend.

Just remember that you are only responsible for you. You talked about carrying you both through. Don't let your decision to come back to God be based on whether your boyfriend does or not. If you are feeling the conviction and the pull to come back to God, then please listen to that tug on your heart. Make that decision for yourself based on what you feel God is leading you to do. I am not saying to just abandon your boyfriend, not don't let your salvation be wrapped up in his. He has to make his own decision about his own salvation. You can be there to encourage him and pray for and with him, but it ultimately comes down him taking that step.

God will give you the strength to do what needs to be done. Once you have turned your life over to Him, He will be there to lead and guide you in the way you should go. He won't let you flounder out there all on your own. You just have to take that big step in faith (I know it's hard sometimes!) to trust Him and to give Him your heart and your life. But once you do, you won't regret it. It will be like nothing you have ever known before!

 

[andy j]

Praying for you too,

Don't lose faith

aj