In a rut.

[Moose6149]

I feel like I am stuck. I am so frustrated with my life. Everyone thinks I am perfectly fine. I have my future career planned out...I just got a new, good paying job, but I hate everything about my life. I'm not happy. I feel like I just keep falling deeper and deeper and I am not sure how much farther I will be able to fall before it's too late. I'm scared of what is going to happen to me, but at the same time, I am too tired to fight whatever happens. I don't care anymore.

 

[Jimoto]

sorry you feel this way, to me it sounds like you got it good, but depression can really cloud our minds....I hope you have a better day today

 

[Jeshu]

I feel like I am stuck. I am so frustrated with my life. Everyone thinks I am perfectly fine. I have my future career planned out...I just got a new, good paying job, but I hate everything about my life. I'm not happy. I feel like I just keep falling deeper and deeper and I am not sure how much farther I will be able to fall before it's too late. I'm scared of what is going to happen to me, but at the same time, I am too tired to fight whatever happens. I don't care anymore.

For a long time now you have been building bad things into your life - depression is really good at making us do that!:o

The challenge you face now is to build good things into your psyche - to counteract the depression - things like love for God, self and other, thankfulness for the good things left in life. Kindness to God, self and other. Seek times of joy and laughter - yes fill your spirit up with good things.

Also begin to fight the negative forces - don't give in to them any longer. Expose the lies of depression, expose the natures of your hate, lovelessness, fears and dislikes and repent of the destruction these forces have worked in your heart and mind.

Seek love, faith and hope to rule your life. Faith in God's love and hope for better to come.

 

[Criada]

I think it would be a good idea to talk to your doctor, sweetie - it sounds as though you are depressed, and meds and/or therapy can make a big difference

Praying for you.

 

[Spunkn]

What are you feeling frustrated about in particular? Perhaps you could give us some more details?

 

[Moose6149]

I'm frustrated with the fact that I never feel happy. I never feel like I'm good enough. I'm frustrated that I don't have any family support. I'm frustrated at myself for just being me. I'm frustrated that I can't be the kid my parents expect me to be.....I could go on all night.