Hey guys am I doomed to hell please help! I heard of the unforgivable sin of blaspemy where like you blaspeheme the holy spirit. And well I did that a year ago and I used to make jokes saying that god was stupid and the holy spirit was dumb. Man now I'm going to hell or never existing again or whatever you believe?? Why man I feel horrible now... Does this mean god doesn't love me am I guranteed to go to hell. Will god ever listen is he just ignoring me now??? Please help me I've never felt this way before. Here is where I found the info en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eternal_sin it's wiki but it does have verses...
Short answer: if you're worried you've committed the "unpardonable sin" then you haven't.
Long answer: The general consensus among Christian exegetes and theologians across the Christian spectrum tends to agree that the unpardonable sin isn't any one single act, it's not saying something blasphemous or whatever, it's what happens when a person over the course of a lifetime knowingly and actively rejects the Holy Spirit, in particular since it is the Holy Spirit who leads us and brings us to faith in Christ, the Holy Spirit's activity brings us to Jesus.
The unpardonable sin is not unpardonable because God is unable or unwilling to forgive it (there is no sin God will not or is unable to forgive; Christ died for the sins of the whole world therefore
ALL sin is forgiven in Jesus). It is unpardonable because it involves a rigid, intentional, and uncompromising wholesale rejection of God's forgiveness. That is to say, the person who commits this sin is the person who, at the end of their days standing before God, and if God were to say to them, "I forgive you, I love you, enter freely into the life I have for you forever" they would say no and walk away.
Hence the short answer, that if you're worried then you can rest assured that you haven't committed it. You can't get away from God's love, mercy, and compassion toward you so easily as by saying a couple mean things about God. He's a lot more stubborn than you give Him credit for.
Jesus tells us about a good shepherd who has flock of a hundred lambs, when one little lamb gets lost the good shepherd leaves the 99 and searches long and far, high and low until he has secured that one lost lamb.
Jesus tells us about a father who has two sons, the younger son tells his father that he wants his inheritance early, and the father gives it to him. The son then leaves and goes and squanders his inheritance and ends up completely broke, and one day finds himself living with pigs and eating the pig slop given to pigs. Disgraced, broke, in rags, with nothing and trying to find a way to plead to his father to be taken back he journeys home. Before he reaches home the father has heard word that his lost son is returning, and so the father drops everything and runs to meet and take his son in his arms and tells all his servants to throw the biggest and most luxurious feast, for his son who was as dead has come back to him.
Do not think too lightly of grace. For whatever strength you attribute to your sin, grace is stronger--
always stronger.
-CryptoLutheran