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I'm not sure if i believe in god or not

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Between the ages of i'd say 4 to 10ish i did believe believe in god, as i think you tend to take anything you're told at face value at that age. As i got older i became a bit more sceptical and got to the stage where i thought the notion of god is ludicrous. However last couple of years for some reason i have to say i can no longer rule out the possibility of some sort of creator looking down on us... God if you like.

Lately i've been thinking about it a lot, and i have to say deep down inside i think i do believe in god, but i'm not sure if i think this because of being conditioned as a child to believe.

Anyway, my question to you guys is do you have 100% absolute faith that God exists, and if so, can you 100% hand on heart, honestly say that that your faith inside would still exist if you'd never had any teachings? If your faith is something that has to be taught, then that sort of suggests to me that religion is just as likely if not more likely to be man made rather than the word of god.

Of course if religion was made up by man, then that doesnt necessarily mean god doesnt exist, but it does make religion worthless on a spiritual level. I'm not sure what to believe to be honest :scratch:

Thanks, i'm really interested to hear your comments.
 

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Between the ages of i'd say 4 to 10ish i did believe believe in god, as i think you tend to take anything you're told at face value at that age. As i got older i became a bit more sceptical and got to the stage where i thought the notion of god is ludicrous. However last couple of years for some reason i have to say i can no longer rule out the possibility of some sort of creator looking down on us... God if you like.

Lately i've been thinking about it a lot, and i have to say deep down inside i think i do believe in god, but i'm not sure if i think this because of being conditioned as a child to believe.

Anyway, my question to you guys is do you have 100% absolute faith that God exists, and if so, can you 100% hand on heart, honestly say that that your faith inside would still exist if you'd never had any teachings? If your faith is something that has to be taught, then that sort of suggests to me that religion is just as likely if not more likely to be man made rather than the word of god.

Of course if religion was made up by man, then that doesnt necessarily mean god doesnt exist, but it does make religion worthless on a spiritual level. I'm not sure what to believe to be honest :scratch:

Thanks, i'm really interested to hear your comments.

You don't have to believe 100% that God exists to still have faith. I sometimes wonder if God is really out there and if this faith thing is really worth it and I am in my 7th year of seminary studies training to be a pastor. I don't think you can have a deep and meaning filled faith if you didn't question the existence of God on occasion. But for me, the place where I continually return is when over and over again I experience God in the little things. When someone cares for another for no good reason at all, when people sacrifice their own well being for the sake of others, I can't explain why they do this other that something greater than us is moving us to step beyond ourselves.

Martin Luther said that Faith is Trust. Faith isn't something that you really have or hold on to, but rather it is a relationship. A relationship of Trust is something that you cannot create in yourself. The amount of trust you have for someone is entirely based on their actions. But while the other person may be fully trustworthy, we can still decrease our trust. Like any relationship, faith is never perfect and often doesn't make much sense.

Now, as far as religion being worthless on a spiritual level, perhaps you could explain exactly what you mean by that?

I hope that is some insight into this question.

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You don't have to believe 100% that God exists to still have faith. I sometimes wonder if God is really out there and if this faith thing is really worth it and I am in my 7th year of seminary studies training to be a pastor. I don't think you can have a deep and meaning filled faith if you didn't question the existence of God on occasion. But for me, the place where I continually return is when over and over again I experience God in the little things. When someone cares for another for no good reason at all, when people sacrifice their own well being for the sake of others, I can't explain why they do this other that something greater than us is moving us to step beyond ourselves.

Martin Luther said that Faith is Trust. Faith isn't something that you really have or hold on to, but rather it is a relationship. A relationship of Trust is something that you cannot create in yourself. The amount of trust you have for someone is entirely based on their actions. But while the other person may be fully trustworthy, we can still decrease our trust. Like any relationship, faith is never perfect and often doesn't make much sense.

Now, as far as religion being worthless on a spiritual level, perhaps you could explain exactly what you mean by that?

I hope that is some insight into this question.

RevCowboy

I really hate to sound cynical or derogatory, but when you use examples of caring for one another and helping each other it doesn't wash with me that some external force (god) is the reason why we do it.. You probably know this already but we release chemicals in our brains (endorphines) when we do "nice" things, and these endorphines in turn make us feel good about ourselves. Over thousands of years i suspect natural selection played a part... i.e the humans who produced more endorphines were more successful as they were more likely to work as a team or tribe, so therefore bred more, leading us to civilisation as we see it today.

When i said religion is worthless on a spiritual sense, i only meant it is worthless if it was started and completely made up by man, rather than god. You'd have to concede that it is possible man made up Christianity with ulterior motives in mind. We all know how easy the mind is to condition, and intelligence gives you no immunity from conditioning.

Anyway, after writing all this it probably seems to you that i have no interest in finding god, but you couldnt be futher from the truth. Deep down i think he may exist, but im not even close to knowing or finding him, and i fear my reasoning and logic is a huge boundary.

Out of interest, would it matter to you by the end if you somehow found out the whole religion thing was an illusion?
 
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Between the ages of i'd say 4 to 10ish i did believe believe in god, as i think you tend to take anything you're told at face value at that age. As i got older i became a bit more sceptical and got to the stage where i thought the notion of god is ludicrous. However last couple of years for some reason i have to say i can no longer rule out the possibility of some sort of creator looking down on us... God if you like.

Lately i've been thinking about it a lot, and i have to say deep down inside i think i do believe in god, but i'm not sure if i think this because of being conditioned as a child to believe.

Anyway, my question to you guys is do you have 100% absolute faith that God exists,

Yes i do.



and if so, can you 100% hand on heart, honestly say that that your faith inside would still exist if you'd never had any teachings?

No.

Romans 10:17
So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.




If your faith is something that has to be taught, then that sort of suggests to me that religion is just as likely if not more likely to be man made rather than the word of god.

The scriptures state that faith comes from hearing the Word of God. So the fact that Faith is taught does not prove or disprove the existance of God. We believe faith is taught by God through the Word of God. It is up to the one hearing/reading the Word to make their own judgement about the truth or otherwise of the Word of God.



Of course if religion was made up by man, then that doesnt necessarily mean god doesnt exist,

Then you are putting forward the proposition that God has not sought contact with Humanity. If that is the case then your desire to discuss things of God would not exist. Why because God would have created us with no desire to think about Him.


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Thanks for taking the time to reply, i appreciate it.

The scriptures state that faith comes from hearing the Word of God. So the fact that Faith is taught does not prove or disprove the existance of God. We believe faith is taught by God through the Word of God. It is up to the one hearing/reading the Word to make their own judgement about the truth or otherwise of the Word of God.

This is so unfair... how can i possibly decipher whether a book written 2,000 years ago was either made up completely by a small group of people who had ulterior motives, or whether it really is gods word. I have absolutely no way of knowing. If god exists and takes an active part in our lives, he could do me a big favour by making some sort of sign. It sounds stupid, but ive got a can of pepsi on my desk, if it topples onto the floor then i that will be enough for me to have faith, sadly it wont happen. How hard could it be?

Then you are putting forward the proposition that God has not sought contact with Humanity. If that is the case then your desire to discuss things of God would not exist. Why because God would have created us with no desire to think about Him.

Hate to disagree, but my desire to think about god is from the bible, and the millions of people who seem to have faith in him. But for all i know the bible could be pure fiction I'm not saying it is, but it's a possibility.

I'm thinking i may be a lost cause as far as finding god, as i don't know how to change my mindset and have blind faith. As i've said before, in my gut if feel he might be real, otherwise i wouldn't be sitting here typing, but i need more than that.
 
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Between the ages of i'd say 4 to 10ish i did believe believe in god, as i think you tend to take anything you're told at face value at that age. As i got older i became a bit more sceptical and got to the stage where i thought the notion of god is ludicrous. However last couple of years for some reason i have to say i can no longer rule out the possibility of some sort of creator looking down on us... God if you like.

Lately i've been thinking about it a lot, and i have to say deep down inside i think i do believe in god, but i'm not sure if i think this because of being conditioned as a child to believe.

Anyway, my question to you guys is do you have 100% absolute faith that God exists, and if so, can you 100% hand on heart, honestly say that that your faith inside would still exist if you'd never had any teachings? If your faith is something that has to be taught, then that sort of suggests to me that religion is just as likely if not more likely to be man made rather than the word of god.

Of course if religion was made up by man, then that doesnt necessarily mean god doesnt exist, but it does make religion worthless on a spiritual level. I'm not sure what to believe to be honest :scratch:

Thanks, i'm really interested to hear your comments.

Jesus said seek and you would find.
If you truly seek truth you will find truth.

Truth is truth.




 
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I really hate to sound cynical or derogatory, but when you use examples of caring for one another and helping each other it doesn't wash with me that some external force (god) is the reason why we do it.. You probably know this already but we release chemicals in our brains (endorphines) when we do "nice" things, and these endorphines in turn make us feel good about ourselves. Over thousands of years i suspect natural selection played a part... i.e the humans who produced more endorphines were more successful as they were more likely to work as a team or tribe, so therefore bred more, leading us to civilisation as we see it today.

Don't worry, you don't sound derogatory or cynical. You sound like someone with reasonable questions.

I don't deny that endorphines may contribute to the nice things that we do, nor am I saying that God is some divine puppet master making us do nice things.

But I don't believe that biology is the only thing that makes us do good things. After working as a chaplain on the Forensic Units of mental hospital, I know that if morality was a simple matter of biology, all of the patients I worked with would have been "cured" long ago.

Even though I said I see God in little things, I think God influence is equally apparent on the Macro scale. This may sound weird, but for me the fact that there can such evil and suffering in the world while at the same time such good point to God. For me it points to a God willing to love us enough to let us be free, willing to let us hurt ourselves because not having the choice to do so would be a greater suffering. Again I point back to the mental hospital, I think it must have been more than endorphines for the doctors, psychologists, nurses and other staff who worked on the Sex Offenders unit to come back to work each day for years and decades to work with men who had done such terrible things and to hear each day their every thought, action and crime in the hopes that they might heal them.

However, this is only one way to experience God in the world, the way I experience. You may have to find your own way. The one piece of pastoral council I would give is that God is there to be experienced.

When i said religion is worthless on a spiritual sense, i only meant it is worthless if it was started and completely made up by man, rather than god. You'd have to concede that it is possible man made up Christianity with ulterior motives in mind. We all know how easy the mind is to condition, and intelligence gives you no immunity from conditioning.

I think religion is something made between man and God. To me, it feels a little more God's work some days, and little more human others.

Religion at its best calls humankind to something beyond itself and calls us to serve others. Religion at its worst is not about God at all, but instead succumbs to the temptation of fundamentalism. Fundamentalism is about being having the the manmade power to dictate the lives of ourselves and the lives of others. Quite the opposite of religion at its best.

Anyway, after writing all this it probably seems to you that i have no interest in finding god, but you couldnt be futher from the truth. Deep down i think he may exist, but im not even close to knowing or finding him, and i fear my reasoning and logic is a huge boundary.

Like, I said before, it seems that you have reasonable questions. I have made the study of theology and religion my vocation, but if I hadn't made that choice, I would be probably at the same place you are.

Out of interest, would it matter to you by the end if you somehow found out the whole religion thing was an illusion?

No. The Christianity that I strive to practice calls me to something greater than myself, and points me to a freedom where love and life are things meant to be upheld and cherished. Perhaps in the end the details may be illusions, but these core things are can never illusory.
 
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I'm thinking i may be a lost cause as far as finding god, as i don't know how to change my mindset and have blind faith. As i've said before, in my gut if feel he might be real, otherwise i wouldn't be sitting here typing, but i need more than that.

If Christianity, or simply believing in God, was about Blind Faith, I wouldn't be a Christian, let alone working on my Masters of Divinty. Some exceptionally briliant minds found Christianity to be of profound substance and depth. If it hadn't captured their question for meaning they would have abandonned it rather early on. St. Paul, St. Augustine, St. Athanasius, Martin Luther, Philip Melancthon, Karl Barth, Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Soren Kirkegaard and so forth. Christianity wouldn't be much of religion if weren't for these guys and I think anyone would be hard pressed to find blind faith in their works.

One of the more popular T-Shirt at my seminary has the caption at the top,

"I found Jesus"
Then there is picture of a couch with a couple of feet in sandals sticking out form behind. Underneath the picture it says,
"... He was hiding behind the couch".

For Lutherans, we don't believe that you find Jesus. Jesus finds you. And as cliche as it sounds, you will know when it happens.
 
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Thank you very much for you answers RevCowboy, very interesting to read.

Would it be fair to say that it makes no difference whether your belief is a trick of the mind orchestrated from incredibly clever text (i.e the bible) or if god is actually real, as either way it makes no odds as long as you are getting the fulfillment either man or god meant for you to get from christianity?

A similar comparison could be that i believe myself to be real, but the fact that i could quite easily be part of a simulated computer programme ( hxxp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Simulated_reality (replace the xx with tt) really doesnt make a jot of difference to me, as it is what i believe in my head that counts.

Interesting you should say Jesus finds you, i'll wait in anticipation then :D

Also,can anyone actually describe what they get out of religion? It would be interesting to hear.
 
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Thanks for taking the time to reply, i appreciate it.

This is so unfair... how can i possibly decipher whether a book written 2,000 years ago was either made up completely by a small group of people who had ulterior motives, or whether it really is gods word. I have absolutely no way of knowing. If god exists and takes an active part in our lives, he could do me a big favour by making some sort of sign. It sounds stupid, but ive got a can of pepsi on my desk, if it topples onto the floor then i that will be enough for me to have faith, sadly it wont happen. How hard could it be?

It is not unfair at all. You can read. There are 4 Gospels. A dedicated reader could easy finish them in a week. You could read the message of Jesus decide if the message of Jesus is truth or a lie.

It is the Message of Jesus that God has used to draw those who love the message. If you hate the message of Jesus or mock it as foolishness then your desire to seek will die within you.

As for signs i would not trust in them even if your can of pepsi topples onto the floor. What forms the relationship with God is not toppling cans sparks and fireworks. But a love for the truth, the truth of the Messiah Jesus.


Hate to disagree, but my desire to think about god is from the bible, and the millions of people who seem to have faith in him.
Where did i disagree with you here? I agree the bible (word of God) does draw people and the followers of Jesus also draw.


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Interesting you should say Jesus finds you, i'll wait in anticipation then :D

Then the door will never be opened to you. You got to knock before it is opened.

What you should understand that You cannot find God, but at the same time God does not show Himself ( In a positive way)to those who do not diligently seek Him

Also,can anyone actually describe what they get out of religion? It would be interesting to hear.

Peace of mind, confidence to face anything this world throws at me, The Word of God puts everything in this world into it's proper perspective. The Word of God gives me mental strength. I am just a very calm person since i believed Jesus.


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It is not unfair at all. You can read. There are 4 Gospels. A dedicated reader could easy finish them in a week. You could read the message of Jesus decide if the message of Jesus is truth or a lie.


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I will have a read at the weekend,once i get myself a copy of the bible :blush::D
 
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Anyway, my question to you guys is do you have 100% absolute faith that God exists, and if so, can you 100% hand on heart, honestly say that that your faith inside would still exist if you'd never had any teachings?

I am as sure that God exists as I am that when I flick on my bedroom light switch the ceiling light will come on. I am as sure that God exists as I am that when I mail a letter through the federal postal service it will arrive at its intended destination. I am as sure that God exists as I am that yesterday happened.

Would my faith in God exist if I had never been taught about Him? Yes, I think so. Would it be exactly the same kind of faith that I now possess? No. For instance, I wouldn't know God as Jehovah or as the Incarnation of God, Jesus Christ, except I had been taught. Without the Bible I could only know the barest of facts about God, which I would derive solely from Creation itself.

If your faith is something that has to be taught, then that sort of suggests to me that religion is just as likely if not more likely to be man made rather than the word of god.

Men discovered the laws of physics and teach these laws, but they are not man-made. These laws exist quite independently of humanity. So, then, that a thing is taught by men doesn't necessarily mean it is created by men.

Of course if religion was made up by man, then that doesnt necessarily mean god doesnt exist, but it does make religion worthless on a spiritual level. I'm not sure what to believe to be honest :scratch:

If the religion is man-made.

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Thank you very much for you answers RevCowboy, very interesting to read.

Would it be fair to say that it makes no difference whether your belief is a trick of the mind orchestrated from incredibly clever text (i.e the bible) or if god is actually real, as either way it makes no odds as long as you are getting the fulfillment either man or god meant for you to get from christianity?

The answer to that question is yes and no. I would terribly disappointed if it was all clever trick, but I wouldn't regret anything my life.

Now, this being said I am extremely confident that the Bible isn't a trick (even as some as intelligent as Nicolo Machiavelli have suggested). I have done a lot if study and plan on continuing a lot of study.

In my experience, many Christians have not dealt with the existential and epistemological questions of life, let alone when they apply to Christianity. And the reality is if, everyone were to do so the world would grind to halt while we all gazed at our navels. At the same time I have philosophical (and theological mind).

It is my opinion that Christian group that gets the most media attention right now, does not appreciate the kind of study that mainline protestants (ie Lutherans, Anglicans) and Roman Catholics require of their clergy. But I see it as my responsibility to have studied, as much as I can, Ancient Greek philosophy, history, languages, modern philosophy, political science, political theory, literature, world religions, psychology etc... A Good Liberal Arts education. This means that I have learned Greek, the language that the New Testament was written in. We are also trained historical criticism, literary criticism, post-moder criticism, rhetorical criticism etc... The same analytical (they are not really about criticizing but analyzing) methods that a historian, or an English major or philosopher would use in their discipline. If the Bible is a clever trick, it has fooled some amazing scholars who are trained to find the trick. But even beyond that, if they Bible were a clever trick, it does a bad job at tricking. The fact that it doesn't always agree with itself, that the different authors of the different books sometimes didn't even seems to know each other existed yet told the same story. All signs point to Bible being a book written by people who were inspired by their experience of God to tell others of this experience.

The reality of biblical scholarship among theologians is that they have to be the biggest skeptics. I would say that I read the bible at times with more skepticism than even an atheist. The difference being that an Atheist simply discounts the whole thing, while I keep reading and keep studying and I am continually amazed and re-affirmed by the Truth that I find.

A similar comparison could be that i believe myself to be real, but the fact that i could quite easily be part of a simulated computer programme ( hxxp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Simulated_reality (replace the xx with tt) really doesnt make a jot of difference to me, as it is what i believe in my head that counts.

Renee Decartes dilemma is what this simulated reality thing is based on. Its the essential epistemological question. How can I know anything? Decartes said that even he was actually a brain in vat being controlled by a demon that is making you think the the reality your living is real, the one thing that the demon can't fool into thinking is the very fact that you think. Je penese, donc' Je suis. - I think therefore, I am. The demon cannot make you think that you are not thinking, because thinking that is still thinking.

The problem with beginning everything with this epistemological question is that it doesn't get you much beyond "I think therefore, I am". And spend some time in a Philosophy department at a university and they haven't gotten much past that.

Theologians begin with an ontological questions. Intead of "what do I know?" we ask, "where did I come from?" I find that, while the theological and philosophical are similar in methodology, the theological questions leads to a life of much more hope and freedom.

Interesting you should say Jesus finds you, i'll wait in anticipation then :D

I would say that Jesus is already in the process of finding you. You are here asking questions, you are going to read the bible. I said that you will know when it happens -- well I should also mentioned that Jesus has a habit of sneaking up on you. You will know that happened when perhaps some time from now you are sitting in a church or a bible study all of a sudden thinking, "How did I get here?"

Also,can anyone actually describe what they get out of religion? It would be interesting to hear.

Freedom through grace and love. Purpose for life. Community that supports and upholds me. A place to make the important transitional phases of life: birth, coming of age, marriage, parenthood, death. A spiritual practice of prayer, study, music. An experience of God, a place to hear how God speaks and acts in the world. A Tradition that is shared by millions throughout the world and centuries. A perhaps most important an identity that is given to us by God, as beloved child of the creator.
 
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Between the ages of i'd say 4 to 10ish i did believe believe in god, as i think you tend to take anything you're told at face value at that age. As i got older i became a bit more sceptical and got to the stage where i thought the notion of god is ludicrous. However last couple of years for some reason i have to say i can no longer rule out the possibility of some sort of creator looking down on us... God if you like.

Lately i've been thinking about it a lot, and i have to say deep down inside i think i do believe in god, but i'm not sure if i think this because of being conditioned as a child to believe.

Anyway, my question to you guys is do you have 100% absolute faith that God exists, and if so, can you 100% hand on heart, honestly say that that your faith inside would still exist if you'd never had any teachings? If your faith is something that has to be taught, then that sort of suggests to me that religion is just as likely if not more likely to be man made rather than the word of god.

Of course if religion was made up by man, then that doesnt necessarily mean god doesnt exist, but it does make religion worthless on a spiritual level. I'm not sure what to believe to be honest :scratch:

Thanks, i'm really interested to hear your comments.


Interesting questions.
Yes, I can say that I am 100% certain that God exists - now.
However, I have had times when I have doubted His existence, and times when I have wished that I could stop believing.

As far as teaching is concerned, I was not brought up in a Christian home, although obviously I heard the gospel stories at Christmas and Easter... and as a small child I believed unthinkingly.
As a teenager I was a convinced atheist, and was determined that there was no proof of God, therefore He did not exist...

However, there was always a nagging doubt of my doubting, always something in the back of my mind telling me that somehow, God was there.

Dirke wrote "The truth is that which, even when you cease to believe in it, refuses to go away"

And that was it, really - God wouldn't go away, no matter how determinedly I disbelieved Him
And in the end, I could no longer ignore that feeling... and I turned round and accepted the truth.
It took a long time, and a lot of reading and pondering.
But in the end, the truth is very simple, and is seen in all it's simplicity in the gospels.
read them, if you can.
If you don't have a bible, there are plenty online!(I use Biblegateway, there are many similar ones...)

Sorry - that became rather wordy. I hope some of it made sense to you!
 
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It sounds stupid, but ive got a can of pepsi on my desk, if it topples onto the floor then i that will be enough for me to have faith, sadly it wont happen. How hard could it be?
I think the best answer to this question is in Fyodor Dostoyevsky's book The Brothers Karamazov, which is an interesting book, for someone in your position, as it is largely about the struggle to believe. (although, it's not quite what you'd call an afternoon read)"you did not want to enslave man by a miracle and thirsted for faith that is free and not miraculous. you thirsted for love that is free, and not for the servile raptures of a slave before a power that has left him permanently terrified." (Dostoyevsky, 256)
by providing that miracle, god would take away your freedom of choice, you would not be believing in the love of god, but in that miracle, and you would be forever waiting for more, and when you could not find them would create your own miracles to worship.
 
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Renee Decartes dilemma is what this simulated reality thing is based on. Its the essential epistemological question. How can I know anything? Decartes said that even he was actually a brain in vat being controlled by a demon that is making you think the the reality your living is real, the one thing that the demon can't fool into thinking is the very fact that you think. Je penese, donc' Je suis. - I think therefore, I am. The demon cannot make you think that you are not thinking, because thinking that is still thinking.

The problem with beginning everything with this epistemological question is that it doesn't get you much beyond "I think therefore, I am". And spend some time in a Philosophy department at a university and they haven't gotten much past that.

Theologians begin with an ontological questions. Intead of "what do I know?" we ask, "where did I come from?" I find that, while the theological and philosophical are similar in methodology, the theological questions leads to a life of much more hope and freedom.

Just for accuracy's sake, René Descartes (one E; he's a dude) did not invent scepticism. Sceptical arguments have been made for as long as philosophy has been written down.

Descartes actually thought that he could get further than "I think, therefore I am". In fact, God is central to his argument that we can have real knowledge of the world. He observed that he got most of his thoughts from two different sources: his sensory experience, and his own reflection. But he couldn't find in either of those sources the origins of his conception of God.

Descartes believed that nothing can produce something more perfect than itself. Yet his idea of God is of something that is most perfect, most powerful, most loving, most good and so on. He knew that his sensations were not perfect, and nor was he himself, and so he concluded that neither an external world (or the illusion thereof), or his own mind, could have produced this perfect idea of a perfect God. He concluded that the only explanation for his having this idea was that God exists, and he put it into his mind, like an artisan's mark on his work.

In this way, he believed he could escape the trap of scepticism: since God is perfect, he does not deceive, and therefore whatever is clearly and distinctly perceived may be believed. I do not think that his argument is sound - I will not go into why here - but I disagree with your statement that it is impossible, epistemologically, to go beyond "I think, therefore I am".

Whether or not theology produces more cheerful results than philosophy is quite irrelevant. Truth is paramount. It is no good coming to a happy conclusion if it is the wrong one. I do not say that philosophy or theology are better or worse than one another; I merely say that they may be judged only on the grounds of their ability to discover the truth.
 
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I'm not full of answers, and I won't pretend to be.

Some days I have trouble myself. My dad is a Pentecostal youth pastor, but some days even I have trouble believing.

It's the times in between that I look back to for the hope of God and faith that He is there.

I don't question God anymore. I should have made that clear, that a few months ago, I still doubted sometimes. It's been through the trials with personal things that I realize God is with me, and He is going to be at the end when these trials are done. That's why I believe it now, and I know it's probably not a very helpful answer to you, so my apologies.
 
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Have you ever knocked on Allah's/Buddha's/Vishnu's door? If not, why would anyone who didn't already believe knock on Jesus'?
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