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picassoui
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where i m just too tired to fight but i cant not fight does that make sense ..
i had a better day yesterday where the thought activity was diminished by 80 % then today ...all hell broke loose ..and i just cant do it ...i cant keep up its gotten to the point where i cant have a phone conversation without being interrupted ...
but what is the alternative ...drugs drugs and more drugs therapy therapy and more therapy ...it seems pointless to me ...it seems that the only way i will have a normal life again is to be a zombie ..
so which is better ..to be sick or to live a life half lit ..?
i know im being pessimistic but it is better than lying about it ..
i had a better day yesterday where the thought activity was diminished by 80 % then today ...all hell broke loose ..and i just cant do it ...i cant keep up its gotten to the point where i cant have a phone conversation without being interrupted ...
but what is the alternative ...drugs drugs and more drugs therapy therapy and more therapy ...it seems pointless to me ...it seems that the only way i will have a normal life again is to be a zombie ..
so which is better ..to be sick or to live a life half lit ..?
i know im being pessimistic but it is better than lying about it ..

