confused_fox said:
I do belive, but i don't know if i do and it makes no sence to me does it make sence to you?
i want answers i guess but have no idea about how to go about getting them. i don't really know what to say i make no sence to me do i make sence to you?
This sounds so much like the way I used to feel. I'd like to quote a pertinent reply of mine to another person in a similar situation, in the hopes that my summary of experiences might also help you:
"Your question reminded me of myself about 35 years ago. Thought you might want to hear about it.
I was raised in a liberal "Christian" church that taught there were mistakes in the Bible. I swallowed it whole, never asking them to show me the mistakes so I could check them out for myself. Instead, I became an
atheist for about 12 years. Then I made the mistake of playing the Ouija Board, and became demon oppressed. I quickly realized the reality of the supernatural world. More than that, I would pray when the strange things would happen, and they would immediately stop for a time. That proved to me that there had to be a good supernatural being who had dominance over the evil.

As I was terrified, I started searching various religions to see where the truth was. The puzzle pieces finally fell into place when I read The Late Great Planet Earth, a book on
Christian Evidences about Biblical prophecy. It showed that past prophecies had been fulfilled 100% of the time, and convinced me there had to be a God guiding the writing of the Bible. (There are many good Christian Evidences books out there, dealing with various proofs, not just prophetic.) There was a Gospel invitation in the book, and I accepted Christ as my sinbearer at that point.
I have been saved for 33 years now and it just gets better with time. In spite of great sufferings both before and after I trusted Christ as Savior, the God of the Bible has never, ever let me down.
I have come to realize that
Christianity is a relationship, not a religion. It is unique - we do not obtain Heaven by our own good works, as all religions try to do. Salvation is based on Christ's goodness, not our own. We receive eternal life when we make the decision to trust in Christ alone to pay for all our sins on the cross, (past present and future), and trust in Him to take us to Heaven one day, without any good works of our own. (Rom. 3:23, Romans 6:23, Ephesians 2:8-9, I Peter 3:18, and John 3:16). The Bible says also that
we cannot lose our salvation (see "gift" in Romans 6:23 and Romans 11:29 and also John 10:28-29 - we can't even take ourselves out of God's hand). "

God bless you, friend - I'm praying for you, and for the day when you'll be confused no longer.
Aloha in Jesus
