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CopticGirl said:So I'm here asking for your prayers. And I feel bad doing so. I know that others' needs are more important than what I'll ask for here...but I figured maybe if you had time you could mention my name in your prayers.
So anyone who reads my journal would know that my boyfriend of 5 years broke up with me just about a month ago. And it's been so hard on me. I've been so tired and so lonely, so depressed and just so all together unhappy.
I know that everything happens for a reason, and I know that our Father has a plan for me. And to be honest, I just don't know what to do somedays.
More recently my exboyfriend has been telling me that he misses me and thinks he may have made a big mistake. As much as I miss him and as much as I want things to just go back to the way they were...I just don't know what is right. I have a feeling he's going to want to get back together, and I don't even know what I would say.
I just want to do whats right. I just want to be happy again. I just want to stop crying.
Neil was a good boyfriend. I was always happy with him---that is until he literally broke my heart one day without any warning.
I guess, what I'm asking is for your prayers that I know what's right and that God helps me bare this burden. My sister tells me that God would never give us a burden we can't bare. But all I know is I think about this situation on a daily basis and I am having a hard time accepting it all. And it's not that I'm one of those girls saying I can't live without my boyfriend. It has nothing to do with that. It has more to do with the uncertainty, sadness and loneliness. I just want God to lead me and take care of me.
Please, if you have time just pray for me. I just feel like I need some support, guidance and companionship.
Anyways...so that's my sob story.
God Bless,
Elizabeth
Read my journal entry "He loves me, He loves me..." And I will pray for you: Lord, as you have called us to love, you have also called us to forgive. Help us to live up to the standard you have set."CopticGirl said:So I'm here asking for your prayers. And I feel bad doing so. I know that others' needs are more important than what I'll ask for here...but I figured maybe if you had time you could mention my name in your prayers.
So anyone who reads my journal would know that my boyfriend of 5 years broke up with me just about a month ago. And it's been so hard on me. I've been so tired and so lonely, so depressed and just so all together unhappy.
I know that everything happens for a reason, and I know that our Father has a plan for me. And to be honest, I just don't know what to do somedays.
More recently my exboyfriend has been telling me that he misses me and thinks he may have made a big mistake. As much as I miss him and as much as I want things to just go back to the way they were...I just don't know what is right. I have a feeling he's going to want to get back together, and I don't even know what I would say.
I just want to do whats right. I just want to be happy again. I just want to stop crying.
Neil was a good boyfriend. I was always happy with him---that is until he literally broke my heart one day without any warning.
I guess, what I'm asking is for your prayers that I know what's right and that God helps me bare this burden. My sister tells me that God would never give us a burden we can't bare. But all I know is I think about this situation on a daily basis and I am having a hard time accepting it all. And it's not that I'm one of those girls saying I can't live without my boyfriend. It has nothing to do with that. It has more to do with the uncertainty, sadness and loneliness. I just want God to lead me and take care of me.
Please, if you have time just pray for me. I just feel like I need some support, guidance and companionship.
Anyways...so that's my sob story.
God Bless,
Elizabeth
GabrielleAngelo c.2005 said:I KNOW love;The motion of You; You in me.Shape this forsaken hour, MOVE me.
Burning shields from inmate hearts;Refine our love in mine.
Intimates share breath with You.
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I almost always shield me;Flames unfed, No other to flesh them out.
Ablaze, armored, separated;I incinerate ME!Heat unspent destroys me, bows me low.Ashes and dust .Fallen below the vapid loves around me;hollowed as they shrink away;In need of ME!
Suppressed.Repressed.Oppressed in my own love; Our love.
Walled out,
shooed off, and stifled,A solitary ember.~~~~~~~~~~ >Enkindle.~~~~~~~~~~ >
Branded shell, hot dagger, spilled it's prey;bled out across a floor on any who walked by,Barely aware that their feet were red; No life from their parade.Dulled by all You offer me as fellows;Dulled by me alone.
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Collapsing at this gateway,Drag me up; lift me crawling toward loves altar. Pallid beneath false armor;Ashen, charred, I yield; An unfit offering for You.End it, torch the pyre!
White flames devour, Daggered shield extinguished clamors to the ground;Earth bows reverent.Silent smoke sails skyward; Flag of honor.
White flames burn clean.
As by bellows, a wind kicks up,Breath quickens.I linger ; drawing deeper, fanning all hope of You; Every moment, a gift bearing spark.
My senses flare wide.An oasis fractures time,Like a tide swell from a glass sea;You crack the sky.
Wingbeats of angels thunder softly nearby,their breeze rushing over my skin;
My heart sprawls out on dunes in Your sun, Drumming rhythm.My chest heaves free with Yours;I drink Your scent,
I know Your name.
Slumber steals my tempered heart; Sated with You, pounding tribute; wanting nothing.Serenity rests beside You, heeding Your call.
Thank You for us;
for receiving me,
for giving You,
For wanting to.
Your breath alone quickens mine, kindred Wind;.. My match, without end.Stay my shield;By Your door
To rust.
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CopticGirl said:...my boyfriend of 5 years broke up with me just about a month ago. And it's been so hard on me. I've been so tired and so lonely, so depressed and just so all together unhappy.
More recently my exboyfriend has been telling me that he misses me and thinks he may have made a big mistake. As much as I miss him and as much as I want things to just go back to the way they were...I just don't know what is right. I have a feeling he's going to want to get back together, and I don't even know what I would say. Elizabeth