This is quite a strange request...
When I've been high on marijuana, I've mainly done so because of how it improves my appreciation of music. I'm a musician, and I love getting lost in music-so that is why marijuana is so tempting.
However, I also feel that God does not want me to use the drug. I miss, however, how music sounds while I'm high....Every time I listen to music, or even watch films or play games these days, I always have a pesky thought: "This could be so much more involving, so much more powerful, if you were to get stoned..."
Are there any mental techniques I can use to achieve a transcendal state, similar to that of being stoned (without the negative aspects), in order to hear music and experience art in an intense way? I don't doubt the wrongness of using marijuana, but is there anything wrong with wanting to experience music in a powerful, intense, atmosphere-shifting way?
I hope I have made this clear enough for fans of music who have been through this to help me out. It doesn't help that a lot of my friends who make music or listen to it (both live and at home) use drugs to enhance the experience. How can I get away from the thought that I'm always missing out when I listen to music sober?
When I've been high on marijuana, I've mainly done so because of how it improves my appreciation of music. I'm a musician, and I love getting lost in music-so that is why marijuana is so tempting.
However, I also feel that God does not want me to use the drug. I miss, however, how music sounds while I'm high....Every time I listen to music, or even watch films or play games these days, I always have a pesky thought: "This could be so much more involving, so much more powerful, if you were to get stoned..."
Are there any mental techniques I can use to achieve a transcendal state, similar to that of being stoned (without the negative aspects), in order to hear music and experience art in an intense way? I don't doubt the wrongness of using marijuana, but is there anything wrong with wanting to experience music in a powerful, intense, atmosphere-shifting way?
I hope I have made this clear enough for fans of music who have been through this to help me out. It doesn't help that a lot of my friends who make music or listen to it (both live and at home) use drugs to enhance the experience. How can I get away from the thought that I'm always missing out when I listen to music sober?