I called a national prayer line before and told them that everytime I did anything good for God that I felt like I was under severe condemnation and punishment. Now days, it's both when I do anything good or do anything not so good that I feel under this curse of death and eternal death. It's this pain that shoots inside of me, with signs and wonders to give attestments to the very presence of condemnation. It seems that I can't get a moment's time in for a true peaceful experience. Regardless of what I do nowdays, it's always either, I'm doing something too right or doing something terribly evil. Then there are the days when I forget all my past pains and experiences as if they never even happened.Normal people do not need anti-psychotic medications whereas chemically imbalanced people do need anti-psychotic medications. Those with chemical imbalances are on a class of drugs known as anti-psychotic, which is in the same class by FDA standards as psycho active drugs. Psycho Active drugs are drugs such as Heroin, LSD, Marijuana, Opium. they are mind altering drugs otherwise known as from the Biblical standpoint as Pharmokeia. Pharmokeia is sorcery, and witchcraft and idolatry. Normal people who can curse God and then go to the dinner table to eat a fat steak with butter and potatoes are considered normal by everyone in large. Those who try to stay away from pharmokeia and those drugs that are mind altering, including anti-psychotic medications, are thought to be strange and treated with a curse like look. All this is of course coming from those that the world has called normal. So, what is Normal? staying away from mind altering drugs or taking them to become normal?
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