I told you

[christian cutie danni]

I told you there were things,
seriously wrong.
I told you I was hurting,
I just wish I had told you how much.
She was right, I was anorexic all along.
But not just that,
because in between,
there was more than that unseen.
Bulimia and the possibility,
of a new coming baby.
I told you things were all wrong,
I couldn't even bring myself to sing a song,
I hurt to much, i felt so bad,
and inside,
though I never showed it,
i was so so sad.
I told you things were aweful,
I told you I messed up.
I told you that I was addicted,
It wasn't my final cut.
I told you...
And I'm telling you now,
It feels so much better to share,
because now I know for sure,
that you care.
You know now that for sure what I am going through,
you guessed, but you never gave me a clue,
that you might have known,
but now that you know for sure,
you can hlep me along the way
And even though you don't know all,
like the things I'm addicted too,
and how much i want to tell you,
you can help me with most of my problems,
and I'll be eternally gratefull.
I told you
and you listened.