I have had doubts of the miracles and many things just because of the bible and the inconsistencies with it. just an example- if the messiah was born and was known to be that, and the three kings, you know the story, why for 30 some years would there be no record of his life? people would have followed this kid around like they do brittany spears. just seemed a little iffy to me and im not gonna believe anything just because another man on this earth says i should. i consider myself an equal to any man who ever lived. i mean, am i not alive and born here the same?
to make this as brief as possible, in my doubts i was talking to God, (yes i believe in God without a doubt because he has shown himself to me, thats another story). So i ask him, will you prove to me that jesus was real, his healings and miracles were also real? if they are just prove it by giving me like... (and i come up with a number that seems like more money than i really need for anything i would ever want) give me 180,000.00 and ill take that as proof that its true.
not that i really need it and God knows that, i am a faithful servant to God and ALWAYS listen to him and obey when i am needed to. i really dont even care much about money, im not selfish at all, God knows it, i rely on him for my future and for all things, like a child should do with his father.
So less then a month later i inherited exactly 180,000.00, the person who passed i had no idea of their finances, or that i would get anything at all ever from them. the last thing i expected was their sudden passing at age 59 when they seemed just fine. So is it proof enough?? believe what you like, but i am without a doubt convinced that the messiah Jesus Christ is real.
Like i said i dont care about the money, i have always had everything i needed once i found God. The woman who passed i loved and cared about deeply, and i was worried about her soul because of what she let herself become. But i know now that she is with Jesus and everything is okay. that is what gives me peace in all this, and that is the true miracle, knowing she is not lost, knowing there is healing and salvation, without a doubt. Thank you Jesus, not for the money which i didnt even need, but for showing me you are there. i will tell you one thing, there are some churches that are gonna get some huge checks.
to make this as brief as possible, in my doubts i was talking to God, (yes i believe in God without a doubt because he has shown himself to me, thats another story). So i ask him, will you prove to me that jesus was real, his healings and miracles were also real? if they are just prove it by giving me like... (and i come up with a number that seems like more money than i really need for anything i would ever want) give me 180,000.00 and ill take that as proof that its true.
not that i really need it and God knows that, i am a faithful servant to God and ALWAYS listen to him and obey when i am needed to. i really dont even care much about money, im not selfish at all, God knows it, i rely on him for my future and for all things, like a child should do with his father.
So less then a month later i inherited exactly 180,000.00, the person who passed i had no idea of their finances, or that i would get anything at all ever from them. the last thing i expected was their sudden passing at age 59 when they seemed just fine. So is it proof enough?? believe what you like, but i am without a doubt convinced that the messiah Jesus Christ is real.
Like i said i dont care about the money, i have always had everything i needed once i found God. The woman who passed i loved and cared about deeply, and i was worried about her soul because of what she let herself become. But i know now that she is with Jesus and everything is okay. that is what gives me peace in all this, and that is the true miracle, knowing she is not lost, knowing there is healing and salvation, without a doubt. Thank you Jesus, not for the money which i didnt even need, but for showing me you are there. i will tell you one thing, there are some churches that are gonna get some huge checks.
