Hi everyone.Hope you guys can pray for me and I could totally use some support.I got out of a dysfunctional family.Honestly,I don't even consider those people are my family.As soon as I got old enough to think for myself,I've been planning to leave them and never go back.So I did that but I cannot find peace or love.I've been plugged into a new community but I need healing in order to move on.My major issues are I couldn't really make connection with anything and I don't believe God loves me.I've been dealing with apathy for years without even knowing it.I can't live like this any longer,I am a total mess and I am afraid this will turn me into a psychopath.I believe there is God and he is Jesus.Nevertheless,I am not convinced that he loves me in my heart.I can't establish a relationship with him mainly because I've never had a relationship with anyone before.My parents don't really care about me and that made me fail to see God as my father, let alone believing that he loves me.I believe that he died for me merely because he was saving the entire human race.I assumed if I was the only person on earth,he wouldn't have come for me.I've tried talking to other people but it didn't do much.All they can offer is lecture.They have no idea how I feel,how I see this world and myself because they haven't been there.I honestly don't see anyone in my life can rescue me from all this.Please help me.