HI. I never really mentioned this dream to anyone, but I think of it daily.
This dream happened about 2 years ago. It's so vivid that I can replay it all in my head (and usually do daily).
A little background first, I'm single and never been married. My goal in life is to be a husband. That's the one thing I've always wanted, a wife.
So in my dream, I was in church sitting in a pew. I was on the back left. When the service ended, I got up and on the right side of the isle, in the pews, this young lady (maybe in her 20's) stood up.
She was in the front right where I was in the back left.
She turned around and looked at me. I had a feeling like I've never experienced before. I can't describe it. It was incredibly beautiful. It felt like she touched my soul. I was frozen and couldn't say or do anything. I was overwhelmed by this feeling.
It's hard to explain the emotion and effect on my soul because I've never experienced anything like it, but it was wonderful. It was pure. Physically, it felt like I was trying to inhale and exhale at the same time.
She just looked at me and smiled. I remember thinking this is the most beautiful person I've ever seen. I also thought in my mind that this is the person I need to marry and that I wanted her to be my wife.
I was frozen and she walked in front of the podium, past the pews, up the left isle, around the back, then down the right isle, and back to where she started.
All the time I was frozen and she was just looking at me and smiling. I was seeing her dance gracefully while she walked but I think that was in my mind and didn't happen.
I woke up when she got back to her seat. I just stayed in bed and enjoyed the feeling. As soon as I woke up, I could not remember what she looked like. I know the feelings I felt and how I reacted, but I have no idea what she looked like.
Was she someone that goes to my church? Was she a stranger? Who knows, but I can't stop thinking of this dream and the feeling.
These past two years, strangely, my mom has told me multiple times that early in the morning when she passes by my room, she sees me at times giggling and laughing in my sleep. She says I look so happy in my sleep. I don't remember any of the things I've dreamed of when she says I was giggling or laughing that night in my sleep.
Also, there have been multiple times these last two years where I've woken up and I've felt incredibly happy. I don't know why and I can't remember if I dreamed that day, but I wake up and can't stop smiling. I feel incredible and I know something happened in my dream but I don't remember the dream.
So, anyone have any ideas what this means? I wish I could remember what that young lady looked like.
Everyday I want to feel what I felt in that dream. At times I feel sad that I can not or have not felt that feeling from that dream.