I have been with a woman for 4 1/2 years, and she keeps hurting me, she says she loves me, and i deeply love her, but she keeps hurting me, when she does, we seperate for a few days, i love her so much, i run after her, and forgive her, then she does it again, and i forgive her again, like i said i have been doing this for 4.5 years, i have read books, and i pray alot, any ideas or opinions would be appreciated. thanks,