I must be depressed

[mindalan]

I feel like there is not much of a reason for getting through this day. I know I have all these reasons for going on, working hard but.....I am tired of it all.

It is my French 2 class that makes me feel like the worst failure of a person.

I just want to feel the joy of living again. You know, it is a new day, isn't that great!

I'm asking people to pray for me. I'm really not myself these days. I feel like I am in a dark tunnel and I cannot find the light, the way out, no matter how hard I try.

 

[pwood]

I am praying for you and honestly know exactly how you feel.

I do not have a solution to my issue either, but I will say something about my life and God that may help.


Even though I have felt this way most of my life, I am at a point of reflection in my life right now.

I have thought that I would want to die if I cannot find a solution to how I feel, that life is not worth living because of that.

The problem is that our emotions are stronger than we can imagine. Alot of people find meaning in life while confined to a wheel chair, some in that situation do not.

In the end we must reflect on our life and learn to be someone regaurdless of our challenges, our feelings and our situations. This is the hardest task in life there is in my opinion.

The point is that I still am going to climb up and if I feel like crap all the way to the top, so be it. Life will not win against me.

God will carry me and if it is in the next life I am at peace, then so be it.

 

[Mask]

I am praying for you mindalan! I know what it is like to sometimes fell like you are in a dark pit and don't have the strenght to climb out. It's not a good place to be. Just hang in there and call out to God to help you to find your way out of the darkness.

That was a great post pwood!

 

[AWorkInProgress]

I feel like there is not much of a reason for getting through this day. I know I have all these reasons for going on, working hard but.....I am tired of it all.

It is my French 2 class that makes me feel like the worst failure of a person.

I just want to feel the joy of living again. You know, it is a new day, isn't that great!

I'm asking people to pray for me. I'm really not myself these days. I feel like I am in a dark tunnel and I cannot find the light, the way out, no matter how hard I try.

I will pray for you sister.

Nah I don't think you are a failure. Either just having difficult time absorbing the material, or whatever is causing you to be depress is desolving your ability to cope.

See if your college offers some free theorpy services or something to that nature. With things being the way they are now of days it should be availible. Try to sit down and figure out what is bring you down. Or talk to a pastor you trust.

God bless sister!

 

[stacii]

I also think you should try to seek therapy. It makes a huge difference, and doesn't make you less of a Christian. We all need to be there for each other...this is a difficult world. You may even have access to a Christian counselor, which I think is the best way to go! Good luck! I'll keep you in my prayers.

 

[FallingWaters]

I feel like there is not much of a reason for getting through this day. I know I have all these reasons for going on, working hard but.....I am tired of it all.

It is my French 2 class that makes me feel like the worst failure of a person.

I just want to feel the joy of living again. You know, it is a new day, isn't that great!

I'm asking people to pray for me. I'm really not myself these days. I feel like I am in a dark tunnel and I cannot find the light, the way out, no matter how hard I try.

I have been feeling like I am in a room without any doors.

I am feeling better and the only thing I did that may have contributed was that I spent some time blogging in a private blog about ALL THE THINGS I was worrying about.
I asked God to help me with them.
I do feel lighter.

 

[warrrior4him007]

I feel like there is not much of a reason for getting through this day. I know I have all these reasons for going on, working hard but.....I am tired of it all.

It is my French 2 class that makes me feel like the worst failure of a person.

I just want to feel the joy of living again. You know, it is a new day, isn't that great!

I'm asking people to pray for me. I'm really not myself these days. I feel like I am in a dark tunnel and I cannot find the light, the way out, no matter how hard I try.

lord JESUS i lift mindalaln to you lord i ask you to help her give her a sense and a purpose to live lord lord lift her spirits up the only way you know how to heavenly father lord jesusin jesus name amen know then sweety i have just 2 sugestions for you that have helped meget a support net work that was one 2 get out of the house push your self

 

[BigToe]

You're in my prayers.

Do you have anyone you can talk to about stuff? A friend, therapist, anyone? And have you considered tutoring in your French class? Maybe having someone else explain things do you in a new way would help?

 

[mindalan]

Ok, to answer all the questions:

1. There is NO French tutor, I would have been the tutor's shadow by now.

2. I have talked to my mother, (who got a degree in counceling.)

3. CF is a lifesaver for me. I can come here and talk to friends about everything.

4. I feel so much better after talking for so long with my mother on how I felt, why I felt so bad, and so on.
I think my feelings were starting to take away from other parts of my life.

And as for getting out, I go to college every day.

 

[FallingWaters]

Ok, to answer all the questions:

1. There is NO French tutor, I would have been the tutor's shadow by now.

2. I have talked to my mother, (who got a degree in counceling.)

3. CF is a lifesaver for me. I can come here and talk to friends about everything.

4. I feel so much better after talking for so long with my mother on how I felt, why I felt so bad, and so on.
I think my feelings were starting to take away from other parts of my life.

And as for getting out, I go to college every day.

That's wonderful that you can share your feelings with your mother.

 

[warrrior4him007]

maidelin i apolgizei was just shareing what has helped me i was only giving suggestions that have helped mei did not mean to offend you

 

[mindalan]

maidelin i apolgizei was just shareing what has helped me i was only giving suggestions that have helped mei did not mean to offend you

Hay, I am not offended!

Why should I take offense at helpful people?

I feel much better now, but I have to go study.