i just want someone to talk with

hopefulman said:

actually you are right. i rarely talk and if some people would insult me in my face i guess i will not talk back. i'll just look into their your eyes. but that very moment i have tons of things going on in my mind. But if they get physical, that is a different story. Anyway i have come to realize that i should not work hard to get people's respect or get their approval if they just insult me. honestly i'm getting tired of this stuff.

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hopefulman said:

i was really in search for a christian forum to find people to talk with. i'm male 23 and i'm still studying. i feel sad and lonely. i got problems that are too shallow for other people but are great burden to me. yes yes. a lot of people quote the sweet bible verse "cast your burdens upon me and i will give you rest." but i really cant get it.i dont know how it works.. well dying came across my mind several times. yes, its an option but the last one i think. feel free to insult me in any possible way for having a mindset like this. maybe it will knock some sense into my head. i really am used to people stabbing and insulting me behind my back. sometimes they mock me or shout things at me when i pass by or then they pass by me. all i want is to go in some peaceful place and live there. this place is like hell for me and its killing me slowly. i enjoy being alone most of the time. since i was a kid i have few friends. i really choose my friends. end times and end of the world makes me happy and i really wish it will be soon. this makes me go on and survive my day to day struggles. i really wish my life will change in a good way.

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hopefulman said:

hello. . im back after a few days of being unable to be online. anyway this month is a terrible one. a lot happened. why is it always me? can i just have a happy and prosperous life. . with peace of mind.. .

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