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tryingtobeagain
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I took a little break from CF for a while but I missed it too much and had to come back!
So for the past few months I've been really busy. I do alot of volunteer work and it's been comsuming me. I still work my regular job full time and I've also been performing as much as possible. I moved home with my parents so I can save up for a house and I also bought my first car!
clap: I love it so much!). I've also been doing a bit of travelling here and there... I got to go to my first rock concert (I'm friends with the band but I've never really seen them do their thing... It was awesome and I am still so amazed that these gentlemen who hung out and drank tea and ate vegan cookies are the same people they appear to be onstage. They are nothing like the stereotypical rockstars, no alcohol, drugs, ciggerettes, or women... I got to be the pretend girlfriend to deter the groupies so they could get home to bed as early as possible..lol it was fun though). I've been working on lots of projects and been very lucky to work with some amazing people doing amazing things! Got to be in a movie, which was fun but I don't think I could do it again and I just became a Godmother again! (This makes my 8th Godchild and I love them all like they're my own). I've also been spending lots of time with my family and friends!
It can't be all good times though... I still get grief from the ex who won't give me an address to serve him the divorce papers which really stresses me out. And I've gone through some really bad experiences which I won't go into (don't want to risk being negative). Oh... and I survived my first (and hopefully last) chemical spill... yes, that's right... chemical spill (I think I have the most random experiences but at least everyone was safe).
I also have one other new thing going on that I'm pretty conflicted about. I started dating someone. I feel pretty guilty because my divorce isn't finalized but I've been alone for over 2 years (the marriage was only 3 months) and I'm only held up by my ex not giving me an address to serve him (mostly because he lives off of women and moves every couple of months and none of the women know about me... if you don't know my situation from before then please understand that he abandoned me after 3 months and then I found out about the affairs and lies and there is no chance of reconciliation). It's hard but I didn't plan on meeting someone and I don't have anything but a piece of paper holding me back. He understands my situation and wants to help me find my ex so I can have everything finalized but I must admit it is nice to have a relationship. I honestly didn't think I would ever date again but I've know this guy through friends and always used to see him around. We ended up being out in a group one night and started talking and he told me that he's wanted to ask me out for the past 8 years but wanted his life to be straightened out first. He's a great guy and enjoys giving back to the community as much as I do. Now if I could just get that paperwork done I'd be happier then you can imagine!
I'm feeling very blessed in general though! Looking forward always. I'm glad to be back too! I've missed everyone!
So for the past few months I've been really busy. I do alot of volunteer work and it's been comsuming me. I still work my regular job full time and I've also been performing as much as possible. I moved home with my parents so I can save up for a house and I also bought my first car!
clap: I love it so much!). I've also been doing a bit of travelling here and there... I got to go to my first rock concert (I'm friends with the band but I've never really seen them do their thing... It was awesome and I am still so amazed that these gentlemen who hung out and drank tea and ate vegan cookies are the same people they appear to be onstage. They are nothing like the stereotypical rockstars, no alcohol, drugs, ciggerettes, or women... I got to be the pretend girlfriend to deter the groupies so they could get home to bed as early as possible..lol it was fun though). I've been working on lots of projects and been very lucky to work with some amazing people doing amazing things! Got to be in a movie, which was fun but I don't think I could do it again and I just became a Godmother again! (This makes my 8th Godchild and I love them all like they're my own). I've also been spending lots of time with my family and friends! It can't be all good times though... I still get grief from the ex who won't give me an address to serve him the divorce papers which really stresses me out. And I've gone through some really bad experiences which I won't go into (don't want to risk being negative). Oh... and I survived my first (and hopefully last) chemical spill... yes, that's right... chemical spill (I think I have the most random experiences but at least everyone was safe).
I also have one other new thing going on that I'm pretty conflicted about. I started dating someone. I feel pretty guilty because my divorce isn't finalized but I've been alone for over 2 years (the marriage was only 3 months) and I'm only held up by my ex not giving me an address to serve him (mostly because he lives off of women and moves every couple of months and none of the women know about me... if you don't know my situation from before then please understand that he abandoned me after 3 months and then I found out about the affairs and lies and there is no chance of reconciliation). It's hard but I didn't plan on meeting someone and I don't have anything but a piece of paper holding me back. He understands my situation and wants to help me find my ex so I can have everything finalized but I must admit it is nice to have a relationship. I honestly didn't think I would ever date again but I've know this guy through friends and always used to see him around. We ended up being out in a group one night and started talking and he told me that he's wanted to ask me out for the past 8 years but wanted his life to be straightened out first. He's a great guy and enjoys giving back to the community as much as I do. Now if I could just get that paperwork done I'd be happier then you can imagine!
I'm feeling very blessed in general though! Looking forward always. I'm glad to be back too! I've missed everyone!
