I got this gut feeling

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my roommates daughter has been staying around where I live. Currently she is watching over a senior because the sister went to Washington and is visiting her daughter. Last night I kept waking up with this feeling. Her in my head. I try to put it out but it won't go out.


I'm hanging out more and more with her. I fancy her in a way but I also know my mind and spirit can drift into different places. So I'm asking God. What is this I feel? Her energy? Her pain? She is going thru a divorce and she has been royally verbally abused by her mother. Her dad is very protective of his daughters.



I just don't want this to be wrong. I've been wrong so many times that I gave up dating. All the women I tried to date said I was creepy or something like that. Those things hurt my feelings the most so I just gave up. I don't want this to be wrong too. I don't know. It probably is and my heart is wanting to drift into someone else's heart. But how can I be so blessed?

 

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Instead of going by gut reaction I prayed to God. Asked God what is this I'm feeling and please answer why I am feeling this way.


Well I got total peace. I didn't feel led to mingle or just talk, then a storm happened pretty close to us. Andy was a top a hill and could see a funnel forming. So she prayed to God to make it go away and she said she saw an angel pushing the twister back up into the sky. Now I believe her because I have seen somethings myself which I know where God speaking to me.


But I wondered was this Gods answer? Was he saying that it is ok to feel led to talk. I have been single almost eleven years with maybe three months in between those years with someone I knew I shouldn't be with. Now I don't know what to feel. I know going to prayer is the answer I need but I have never gave anyone a chance because I wanted Gods best. Maybe this is His best.

 

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Philippians 3: 6 and 7.


Do not be anxious about anything. Instead make you request known to God with supplication and thanksgiving. And the peace of God that transcends all understanding will guard your heart in Christ Jesus.

 

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I believe she is put there so I would put my trust in the Bible. Instead of going by gut feeling I go by prayer, I ask God to show me in His word what to do then I act on it.



For now I'm still picking up signals from God and I'm trying my hardest to listen to what He has to say rather then what my flesh wants if that's it.