I feel like I'm more and more afraid of things. I feel like I'm losing things I enjoy, because I'll always find a reason it's wrong in some way. I'm living in constant anxiety, worried about one thing or another. "Your favorite book has people swearing in a made up language, don't read it. That music sounds kinda new age, don't listen to it. Get rid of your ninja turtles action figure because they did ninjitsu in the show. When taking photos of scenery or whatever, make sure no one in the photo has an offensive shirt on."
Just, obsessing over everything. Part of it feels like being able to look through the lens of my faith and see that some things are bad, but part of it feels like I'm just sitting in a well of anxiety, over thinking everything.
Just, obsessing over everything. Part of it feels like being able to look through the lens of my faith and see that some things are bad, but part of it feels like I'm just sitting in a well of anxiety, over thinking everything.