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Struggles by Non-Christians
I don't know how to trust God....at all...what is wrong with me?!
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<blockquote data-quote="DarkSoul999" data-source="post: 71699165" data-attributes="member: 400849"><p>If this whole thing is just a giant game then why not crush all my emotions like they are a disease and just start playing the game? I will do nothing with my time other than advance science and industry.</p><p></p><p>I have absolutely ZERO interest in sitting under a damn Bodhi tree and contemplating the ethereal spiritual reality. I used to do that sort of crap when I was younger and now it disgusts me. If feels and is like pure egotism.</p><p></p><p>I see these parents who spend every last waking moment of their lives taking care of genetically damaged children. There is no time for spiritual contemplation. They are utterly exhausted every day, rarely get any sleep, and never any answers. It is a game of nothing but suffering. Their love consists entirely of pain and sacrifice and not one iota of peace.</p><p></p><p>If this is all part of the plan then I really hope that God isn't demanding that we be joyful! I refuse to be happy with that! Wouldn't it make more sense to just dominate nature and focus on being a force for change? I would be like "well this is how it is going, God, hope you enjoy the show!" If God says "no screw you!" then I'll just have to accept my hopeless and absurd place in existence....</p><p></p><p>P.S yes Jennifer Lawrence is cool</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="DarkSoul999, post: 71699165, member: 400849"] If this whole thing is just a giant game then why not crush all my emotions like they are a disease and just start playing the game? I will do nothing with my time other than advance science and industry. I have absolutely ZERO interest in sitting under a damn Bodhi tree and contemplating the ethereal spiritual reality. I used to do that sort of crap when I was younger and now it disgusts me. If feels and is like pure egotism. I see these parents who spend every last waking moment of their lives taking care of genetically damaged children. There is no time for spiritual contemplation. They are utterly exhausted every day, rarely get any sleep, and never any answers. It is a game of nothing but suffering. Their love consists entirely of pain and sacrifice and not one iota of peace. If this is all part of the plan then I really hope that God isn't demanding that we be joyful! I refuse to be happy with that! Wouldn't it make more sense to just dominate nature and focus on being a force for change? I would be like "well this is how it is going, God, hope you enjoy the show!" If God says "no screw you!" then I'll just have to accept my hopeless and absurd place in existence.... P.S yes Jennifer Lawrence is cool [/QUOTE]
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