- Jun 5, 2020
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- Protestant
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- Single
I got religious ocd for several years now. My ocd related to unpardonable sin. And lately, I worried about committed those sin, so I ask god to give me some dream that I will know that he still with me.Also, I pray that I want to talk to him.Last night, I got dream that I feel that somethings(I can't see but I feel) is pulling me and said You said you want to talk to me. So I ask him to forgive me and ask about (I think maybe it is god)unpardonable sin,but I didn't get any answer. Also the phrases and situation is so similiar to what I have watch on youtube. (But not same). Also, at the same night I got dream that Jesus walking beside me. Just very short video (don't know how to explain). I mean the picture similiar to the video I have watch on youtube.(not that same, but so similiar.) All my dream didn't seem to have colorful color. And then, I feel somethings like sleep paralysis but not that strong. And I see the picture of people hand praying that spining and makes me feel so dizzy. I just have making a vow that If I got dream from him, I will share it with others(which I have named specific). But you know,while I make vow I mean like a rapture or something that I really sure. And actually I'm kind of a shy girl, so now I am not brave enough to share. So I ask god for forgiveness. And I worried about broken vows and also unpardonable sin. So here my question.
1.Will god forgive me from broken alot of vows.(my ocd related to vow too, but some of it I know it come from me.)
2.In your opinion, what is unpardonable sin.
**Please pray for me, And if you feel like you have message for me that god want to say to me, it will be great.Since now, I don't know how to hear god's voice. I just not feel so good now.
1.Will god forgive me from broken alot of vows.(my ocd related to vow too, but some of it I know it come from me.)
2.In your opinion, what is unpardonable sin.
**Please pray for me, And if you feel like you have message for me that god want to say to me, it will be great.Since now, I don't know how to hear god's voice. I just not feel so good now.