Hopeless.

[SteelWolf1776]

Its been really hard for me recently. I firmly believe in God, and Jesus.
I found him within the pages of a bible while i was in a cell.
Im feeling hopeless right now, I lost the girl I adored most.
I would write poetry for her, it would please her and make her happy.
I wrote for only her because she was the only one I wanted to share my work with. Now it is uncertain as to weather or not we have a future.
I would just get high and try to forget yet that wont work, no ammount of pot can make me forget her face. I feel like Im worthless, I feel alone.
She could make me feel like all my sins were just floating away.
She made me understand why I choose to be a good person.
Now, without her i just feel like im nothing.
My insomnia nearly drives me crazy, it makes my life horrible.
I would appreciate thoughts, prayers, and just someone to talk to.
I just feel like I have no hope. I feel like I have nothing worth getting up for.

 

[lMrSandmanl]

Hey SteelWolf,

Sorry to hear about your situation . All I can honestly suggest to you is to develop a relationship with Christ. Relationships with men and women do not last forever, but with God is always there through the thick and thin even when you do not acknowledge his presence. From my own personal experience, I once use to live for others. But ever since I changed my focus to the Lord there has barely been any dull moments for. Also feel free to pm me, I'll be willing to chat with you. Stay strong and God bless.

 

[SparkyMaddie]

We find Him most when we are down so I have you in my prayers.

 

[LadyofTrinity]

I know how you feel, I really liked this guy and we were getting really close too he made me really happy and he was the first guy who really listened to me tlk and then he just stopped talking and stopped walking with me and then a few months after he asks me to prom, it gave me a bit of hope and I agreed to go with him but during prom he still ignored me and I realized we weren't the best for the other and God really knew what he was doing when he didn't allow me to be with him so maybe u two weren't meant to be and just remember everything happens for a reason, I hope this helps............. Ok what is thing??!?

 

[LadyofTrinity]

oh yeah....you can also email me at trinity_sword@att.net.....if you want to...... i also need peeps to tlk to...

 

[SteelWolf1776]

I have gotten better with my sleeping, I am seeking a specialist to check out my sleep study results to determine how bad my insomnia really is, I haven't given up hope in our Lord, and I am with my beloved again. Thank you everyone for the words of support.