Holiday madness

[ArmouredSaint]

I tend to want to cry on Christmas eve because I feel everyone has joy but me. Okay my life is not as bad as I make it seem but I do get lonely being alone and having everyone with eachother,family,etc

this is the worst time of year to go through a break up which I have been experiencing.

I just don't want Christmas to come.

 

[tapero]

Dear ArmouredSaint,

I'm sorry you are going through a break up now. I'm praying for you. Come on CF Christmas eve and we can talk to each other. It's no fun being alone, I know what you mean. God bless you, tapero

 

[Amin]

I tend to want to cry on Christmas eve because I feel everyone has joy but me. Okay my life is not as bad as I make it seem but I do get lonely being alone and having everyone with eachother,family,etc

this is the worst time of year to go through a break up which I have been experiencing.

I just don't want Christmas to come.

It is hard at this time of year. Especially when you're feeling down.
I'll be on here too Christmas Eve. I'll chat if you want.
I feel like this every year. I don't know exactly how you feel, but i have an idea.
Caring for your peace,
Chuck.

 

[fragglerocker]

I too am going through a break-up, and I know that it hurts so much to go through this during the holidays. I've been off antidepressants for over six months and had been doing well, but with the break-up I've been struggling so hard not to fall right back into the abyss. Most of the time I just want everyone to leave me alone so I can grieve in my own way without hurting anyone. But at the same time, I want so desperately to not be alone because it hurts so much.

I'm working at Bath and Body Works for the holidays, and I can't even tell you how much I just want to scream "BAH HUMBUG" and walk out the door when I wait on customers who are so happy buying presents for their girlfriends/wives.

Break-ups are the worst. I'm having these feelings that I don't want to have and not feeling like myself at all. I feel your pain and I pray God will comfort you this season. Perhaps this will help you as it does me, but I just keep reminding myself that the whole point of Christmas was that God sent His Son to earth not only to save sinners, but so that we would never have to be alone. As much as I may feel lonely because I miss my ex, I know that I am not alone because Christ is with me.

 

[ArmouredSaint]

I booked myself to my aunt and uncles place in Pennsylvania. I just didn't want to be here.
I hope everyone has a special place to go this year and I may check in on the forum on the 24th and 25th

Thanks you guys.