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But I dont feel him inside of me anymore or around me like Im waiting to see that the holy spirit is still indeed with me because Gods presence is everything to me without it I am nothing, thanyou I just need to know for sure and I feel that God loves us so much that he would show me that he is still with me its so scary that I havent sensed him yet
 
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Do you believe that you have blasphemed against the Holy Spirit and that now the Sprit has left you?
honestly I dont feel that I did because I believe that I would have to confess out of my mouth something wicked against the holy spirit or something bad about our lord or atributing him to something that is not Of God but I didnt say anything, I just yawned and my tounge tried to word my thoughts but i hurried and closed my mouth and nothing came out but I could have did it without even knowing I really dont know, I just know that my atmosphere got really depressing and gloomy and my prayers have been feeling like they arent being answered and ive went through something before where I couldnt feel Gods presence for 6 months and i finally was able to feel him but i only went through that becausw someone had put a curse on me so I know the feeling when God is with me and when he is not and this feeling i feel is very uneasy and unsettling
 
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What are your thought about David when he had similar thoughts? There are several Psalms in when he cried out to God because David felt that He was distant, not answering his prayer, and did not feel God's presence.
 
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What are your thought about David when he had similar thoughts? There are several Psalms in when he cried out to God because David felt that He was distant, not answering his prayer, and did not feel God's presence.
Thay could happen but i just dont feel like the spirit would just leave me when he was with me two days ago it just wouldnt add up, plus im afraid that i dont feel conviction anymore
 
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Thay could happen but i just dont feel like the spirit would just leave me when he was with me two days ago it just wouldnt add up, plus im afraid that i dont feel conviction anymore
Well I will tell you that you can be rest assured that the God has not left you and His Spirit is still with you. Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit cannot be duplicated today because Jesus in not on earth. Therefore, you cannot accuse Jesus of being demon possessed. The only "unpardonable sin" today is a state of continued unbelief. Although the Spirit will never leave you, there are things that make it more difficult to feel His presence or hear His voice. I cannot tell you what that is but I believe that if you were to ask God to show you, like David did in Psalm 139 when he was struggling with the same thing you are experiencing now, you may find what you are looking for.
 
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Thay could happen but i just dont feel like the spirit would just leave me when he was with me two days ago it just wouldnt add up, plus im afraid that i dont feel conviction anymore
I think that your alarm is a sign that you do desire God. Serenity, we often don't "feel" God. Sometimes, sure, we have moments of deep joy and an awareness of His presence and love, but not always.

I would *not* worry about this *too much*. Carry on. Follow Christ, love Him, keep His commandments, love others, pray, and try to get into Scripture daily. Ask Him to help you not to sin, and to give you the strength to know how to turn temptation down.

Keep going, dear. Some Christians and churches put a lot of emphasis on emotionalism. But that is not a good gauge of spiritual health. Hang in there! Will pray for you!

 
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But i just feel like jesus isnt listening to me anymore and that my prayers dont matter anymore I seriously feel like the holy spirit has left me
Feelings lie !!!

Read what scripture says about you - if you are born again the Holy Spirit is there whether you feel Him or not.

Hold onto the truth of what you read in the word.

Feelings are not reliable.
 
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Simple. Do you still feel guilty about the things you do that you would consider sin?

If the Holy Spirit convicts you about sin by bring to your mind even the slightest sense of Guilt, then you have not been forsaken.

Peace be with you, Sister! Amen.
 
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No for as long as you believe lies about God and yourself you will not be able to see, hear or feel the truth of His presence. God is the truth and God is love. However you are not heeding His truth nor His love but the lies of your fears, that is why you feel so bad. God is saying please don't do that. Therefore you have to return to your faith in Jesus and God's love for you before you will be able to have contact with Him again.

Only His loving truth sets us free from lies misery.

Praying you will dare to believe the truth of God's love and go back to His good life letting go of the lies hurting you.

Peace.

Proverbs 12:6
The words of the wicked lie in wait for blood, but the speech of the upright rescues them.
 
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Thankyou so much and i sure hope so
 
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Simple. Do you still feel guilty about the things you do that you would consider sin?

If the Holy Spirit convicts you about sin by bring to your mind even the slightest sense of Guilt, then you have not been forsaken.

Peace be with you, Sister! Amen.
If i was to sin right now i honestly would not feel any remorse behind it like i dont feel anything when i sin no guilt no nothing , that is why I am so afraid
 
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If i was to sin right now i honestly would not feel any remorse behind it like i dont feel anything when i sin no guilt no nothing , that is why I am so afraid
I just felt guilty the other day about something i knew i wasnt supposed to be doing and now after i feel like the holy spirit has left me i dont feel bad at all like my conviction feels so goin
 
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I dont even feel conviction anymore
 
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If i was to sin right now i honestly would not feel any remorse behind it like i dont feel anything when i sin no guilt no nothing , that is why I am so afraid

No sense of a "bad taste in your mouth" like feeling at all?
 
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I just felt guilty the other day about something i knew i wasnt supposed to be doing and now after i feel like the holy spirit has left me i dont feel bad at all like my conviction feels so goin

Okay so let me get this straight. In my own personal past experiences, I know that sin and not asking for Jesus to come into your heart and be your Lord and Savior, and forgive you of all your sins in the name of Christ, allows for God to sort of "lift his hand" and allow certain things to happen.

Furthermore if you repent, "Change your ways" then that's proof you have Christ, because only the power of God can change a person's heart forever.

Now I need to know one thing as to whether or not I can say with all faith, "You're doomed."

That is, "Do you line up with the word of God, or do you keep following your own ideas of what the word of God is?"

There is not any "emotion" to it. You know you are saved if you follow the commandments all over like 640 something of them.
 
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I dont even feel conviction anymore

You are simply overcome by the lies you believe and have returned to your bad/old life. If you want to serve the Lord by your feelings then go ahead and suffer your bad life, but if you want to be set free then you have to go back to His truth. For His truth sets us free to love again.

The choice is yours sister. Do you want to be deprived from God's Spirit and enslaved to doing wrong things again? Do those compelling things that bring fear, despair, guilt, shame and conflict and kill your good life? Or do you want to be free in God's love to search after perfect love, which chases away bad life with His loving truth?

Honest it is that simple. You can have life as a sheep or as a goat.

Hebrews 4:7-13
God again set a certain day, calling it “Today.” This he did when a long time later he spoke through David, as in the passage already quoted:


“Today, if you hear his voice,
do not harden your hearts.”



For if Joshua had given them rest, God would not have spoken later about another day. There remains, then, a Sabbath-rest for the people of God; for anyone who enters God’s rest also rests from their works, just as God did from his. Let us, therefore, make every effort to enter that rest, so that no one will perish by following their example of disobedience.


For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart. Nothing in all creation is hidden from God’s sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of him to whom we must give account.
 
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No sense of a "bad taste in your mouth" like feeling at all?
No not really i truly feel like i am not in union with him anymore and it is so scary to know you are no longer in union with the lord. Its the worst feeling ever. The holy spirit woos us i feel no wooing what so ever i feel cut off like when i read the scriptures they literally feels like there not working on me anymore, i feel complete emptiness and its the worst when you feel you are not going to heaven i dont even fear like i feel like im supposed to
 
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Im not going to sin because i know its wrong but you dont know how it feels to cry out for Gods love and his presence and get nothing. If i keep praying and I never feel hos love or his presence or the scriptures working for me I know where I am going. Its the saddest thing but only you know when something is wrong with your relationship with the lord you can tell when there is a difference but I will keep trying to fight and believe that there is something different going on but there is a deep down feeling that I have that is so indescribable
 
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Again, if you rely on your feelings, you can't be saved truly.

"Faith is not believing that God can do something, it is knowing that he will."

Feelings won't save your soul, only Jesus can save your soul.
 
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Again, if you rely on your feelings, you can't be saved truly.

"Faith is not believing that God can do something, it is knowing that he will."

Feelings won't save your soul, only Jesus can save your soul.
I truly hope that I am wrong and that when jesus comes back i will go with him and I also pray that when I die he accepts me into heaven but im not to sure anymore because Ive been feeling God in my heart my whole life and for the first time i dont. So hopefully I am wrong.
 
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