No condemnation intended whatsoever. I apologize if I insulted you by anything related to 'serving addiction' part. I have struggled myself with various habits addictions, and I am learning about the spiritual roots of addictions. No, You are not knowingly or willfully worshipping\serving anything other than God in your heart, but remember sin is something that comes from your flesh, not yor heart.(Romans7) You are the righteousness of God, IN Christ. The flesh wants to do the sinning, the flesh does not automatically serve God. The flesh still wants to serve the addiction, and yes, the flesh is serving it, because sin makes you a slave, and slaves do not have a free will-they must serve their 'master'. But remember christ has set you free from your sins! I guess i should have worded my statement this way: Ask God to forgive you for yielding your flesh to addiction(s), Then BELIEVE it is forgiven and take authority and tell addiction to leave. KEEP doing that on a DAILY basis esp when you slip up, until your freedom manifests. No condemnation intended whatsoever,like I said. We are talking about prayer here,and spiritual victory and how to execise it. Jesus already set us free on the cross, but w have to use your FAITH to stand for it, and fight for it against the devil and his temptations, bc he is not gonna just let us go with out us demanding it(remember Pharoah and the children of Israel) Moses had to tell Pharoah over and over again,and God helped as Moses continually took the stand for freedom. -side note*I have a hard time on msg boards bc it is hard to really communicate thoroughly over a msg board or forum, thus I knew I was taking a risk of miscommunicating or being misunderstood.But I decided to take the risk bc my heart went out to you. I have family members who have struggled with alcohol, drugs, smoking, sex addiction... u name it, so I am not trying to make u feel guilt or condemnation, nor is God trying to put that on you, which you already know bc you know HIM. Much love to you, and I am keeping you in my heart and prayers. Thx for blessing me-Wendy