Someone told me once that the greatest proof that God is real, is that no one can prove that He isn't!
Last week, I lost my brother, whom I loved- love so very much, was one of my very best friends, and I have felt angry, and I have asked why, God, if you're so real, and you love me so much, why did you take Rocky from me? Now, I don't have that answer, I may never have it here on this ole earth, all I do know is it was God's will, and I know, that someday I will be able to ask Him and He will have the answer for me. I also know that God's shoulders are big enough to handle my anger and my pain, and that if I don't tell God about my confusion and my heartache and especially my anger, that Satan will turn it right around and use it against me. Keep the lines of communication open between you and God, let Him know exactly what you are feeling, He can handle it I promise. I am praying for you.