Can I talk to someone and hear some Godly and clinical advice? I'm a Born Again Christian, married, and employed. I'm just new to the company, and boy, how I love my new job!
For the first few weeks, felt like it's a dream come true- a job with good benefits, very good salary, amazing schedule, nice bosses, supportive colleagues, a jolly and positive atmosphere- couldn't ask for more. Everything was going well and I gradually settled into my job. Feeling euphoric whenever my bosses compliment me or when they're impressed by my outputs. They got the impression that I'm excellent in what I do, talented, smart, organized, and positive--- not until today, when I accidentally made a mistake, not a major one, but a crucial factor in the "close observation" phase which my bosses are currently doing. I apologized to my boss but I felt like I was a failure at that time and his/her facial expression gave it away. It's like, all the excellence and positivism that I have so carefully built for the past weeks have gone down the drain when it happened.
Plus, my other boss (cos I have 2 supervisors) seemed to be aloof from me and doesn't seem to be at ease with me nowadays. That boss was different weeks ago, but all of a sudden changed and I've been feeling a little awkward whenever I talk to him/her as it shows that s/he's not that interested in me anymore...well at least that's what I feel. S/he used to smile at me often but now s/he doesn't even want to walk past my way.
What should I do? Can't help but worry. What should I think of whenever worry creeps up? Any born again Christian out there who can lovingly share any encouragement?
For the past whole week, I've had poor sleeping and eating habits...and today I was just sooo groggy. In my normal state I shouldn't have made that kind of mistake cos I really know what I'm doing. Too bad my boss thought I was confused and didn't know what to do- when in fact, I did know what I'm doing. Maybe my poor sleeping habits added to the awkwardness and unnecessary stress? Maybe my boss felt it somehow as I radiate some "heavy" aura?
I need some advice. Thanks.
For the first few weeks, felt like it's a dream come true- a job with good benefits, very good salary, amazing schedule, nice bosses, supportive colleagues, a jolly and positive atmosphere- couldn't ask for more. Everything was going well and I gradually settled into my job. Feeling euphoric whenever my bosses compliment me or when they're impressed by my outputs. They got the impression that I'm excellent in what I do, talented, smart, organized, and positive--- not until today, when I accidentally made a mistake, not a major one, but a crucial factor in the "close observation" phase which my bosses are currently doing. I apologized to my boss but I felt like I was a failure at that time and his/her facial expression gave it away. It's like, all the excellence and positivism that I have so carefully built for the past weeks have gone down the drain when it happened.
Plus, my other boss (cos I have 2 supervisors) seemed to be aloof from me and doesn't seem to be at ease with me nowadays. That boss was different weeks ago, but all of a sudden changed and I've been feeling a little awkward whenever I talk to him/her as it shows that s/he's not that interested in me anymore...well at least that's what I feel. S/he used to smile at me often but now s/he doesn't even want to walk past my way.
What should I do? Can't help but worry. What should I think of whenever worry creeps up? Any born again Christian out there who can lovingly share any encouragement?
For the past whole week, I've had poor sleeping and eating habits...and today I was just sooo groggy. In my normal state I shouldn't have made that kind of mistake cos I really know what I'm doing. Too bad my boss thought I was confused and didn't know what to do- when in fact, I did know what I'm doing. Maybe my poor sleeping habits added to the awkwardness and unnecessary stress? Maybe my boss felt it somehow as I radiate some "heavy" aura?
I need some advice. Thanks.
