Hearing Christ

You said:

I just experienced a love that I never want to leave.

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Mantishand said:

I have not heard his voice again. I desperately want to but I can't. I think he knows I don't need to hear it to have faith now.

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Mantishand said:

About 13 years ago I was living in sin. I believed there was a God but thought that all religions were man made with made up gods. So I still prayed to "God" for this or that etc. Well one night, I was laying in Bed thinking about my life. I was so tired of drinking and going to bars and living that lifestyle. I was having money problems and was generally very unhappy. I think that night I wanted to truly change in my heart.

I have always had a very gifted talent with art and have struggled to make a living with it. I was praying about it and much to my amazement I started to channel two voices. They were talking to me(in thoughts not audibly) and answering my questions. There was something off about the voices. There was a resentment or bitterness towards me that they were not fully letting me see but I could. I could feel deception. I could feel their hatred of me. I asked if there was any humor on the other side because they did not seem very happy. One of them answered with a hilarious joke about the "Smiths" and the amount of them breeding or something.

Well then something changed. My eyes were closed and I could feel a presence and I started seeing blue crystals that were forming and growing then I heard the two voices say 'what is he doing here?" Then I heard my name. It was Jesus Christ, I knew it from the first word. The two other voices were gone. I can't remember the next few things he said. He was talking about my career and my art. The last thing I remember him saying was "If we are going to do this, we have to be head to head, heart to heart and fist to fist."

I then foolishly started saying why I thought I wasn't a bad person and what I thought about what was sin, and he just vanished.

I knew him, he knew me without saying names. It was quite amazing. After the experience was over I was very comforted for some time. I just experienced a love that I never want to leave. I mean for years I just felt like "I'll go to heaven". But I didn't change anything. I wanted to but I just couldn't deal with life without drinking. Nothing changed career wise. I started to get very concerned about my life(afterlife).

I continued to pray, often. Mostly for selfish stuff or whatever. It took me a long time to buy a bible. Well I bought a bible. I have repented and oh my God, he has opened something up in my artistic ability that is just blowing my mind. I feel like its not even my hand when I create art.

All of my worry has vanished. I am seeing God's hand move all around me. I have not heard his voice again. I desperately want to but I can't. I think he knows I don't need to hear it to have faith now.

If anyone has had any similar experiences I would love to hear about it. PM if you would like to or post on here.

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