- Dec 20, 2005
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For the last 3 years I have been on Lexapro which is an anti-depressant. Before I took the medication, I was going thru a really hard time. My finacee (at the time.. now my husband) would get into these horrible fights. To the point of dragging and screaming to almost calling of the wedding. It was really scarey for me. I went to see my ob/gyn. I really thought I was going crazy.
Come to find out see said I was suffering from PMDD. (serious pms) She put me on an antidepress medication.
After a few months, I felt like a new person. I ended up getting preganent with my first baby. She kept me on because I was acceptable to post pardom depression. Everything went fine.. no great.
Then a year later, I was going to have my second my baby. So, I still took them.
Now, 7 months later after my second baby, I want to get off them. Before my last precription, I weaned myself off them. And now, I am completely off them. I have been feeling physically dizzy but that is about it.
I am scared that I depend on them. Almost like an addicition. I take them to feel normal. Can I feel normal without them? Will I be happy? I don't want to become upset like I did before.
I know Jesus will help me if I need him. I read Matthew 5. About Jesus teaching about anger. That anger violates God command to Love. And anger keeps us from pleasing God. I want to please God. I just hope I can do it without medication.
Has anyone gone through this. I really would need some advice. I want to remain happy and not fight, especially since now I have two kids.
Thank you.


