diana,
your heart for the lost is so beautiful. dont lose it, its very attractive and something to be desired. a person that feels great pain and sorrow when they see the lost, is a beautiful thing. im looking for the person who will one day be my wife, a beautiful young lady like yourself is absolutely what im looking for. thankGod i have found one. and you know something, she is one of the most beautiful people or things ive ever met or seen, not simply becuase shes attractive, but becuase she has such a heart for the lord, she cries and sings and is just so on fire for God, and never ceases to serve the lord with her whole heart even when it hurts her, and when she falls down, her brokenness and disappointment truely shows she loves God with all her being, i love her so much. you are alot like her it seems. Godbless you.
i dont really think you should ever need to pray that God break you, as in make you not proud or stubborn anymore. we are supposed to do that ourselves, and that isnt something God desires to have to do for you, becuase if he does, it means you are not seeking his will and are willingly out of his will. it means your very wrong.
but i dont think thats what your talking about anyway, i think you praying that you will have a more sensitive broken heart for the lost is a very noble beautiful thing. and i do think we need to pray for things like this, becuase something being the will of the lord doesnt mean Gods going to do it and it doesnt mean its going to happen, and God does not simply drop a message down in front of you to show you everything you need to know. the bible says to watch very carefully unto prayer, becuase simply becuase Gods wants to show you something, do something in you,
give you something, doesnt mean its going to happen, or else wed never need to pray at all. everything God desires for our lives in his realm, but it will never come into our realm and into our lives if we do not pray concerning them.
all issues, all the will of God, everything must be prayed about, thats why paul said to be praying at all times and for all things.
but also, something i think will encourage you and maybe make you feel good about yourself is, whenever you felt the need to go to the lord and pray for a more broken sensitive loving heart for the lost, that was when the work began, it was in you, it was working in you even before you prayed, though i do think prayer was a requirement to seeing it all brought to pass.
i mean, when a person falls down in tears crying out to the lord becuase they want a greater burden for the lost, it proves they do have a great burden for the lost.
lee myers.