After a first attempt to quit smoking, i went back to smoking after 6 months. Recently i was sick so i did not smoke for 2 days, and the withdrawals were really bad... so i smoked the next opportunity i could when my throat cleared up. By then i was thinking how difficult it will be to actually quit. I said i would quit, but i had no idea that it would be so soon.
In fact i didn't want it to be so soon, but just 2 days ago i was feeling angry about myself and the way i was with God, i didn't want to disappoint him. And then i cried about it, and i asked for help. And the next thing i know i'm tossing whats left of my cigarette pack, and all the cartons of cigarettes and little cigars that were mine, i wrapped them in gift wrap to give away and not to see them ever again.
Whats out of sight is out of mind, right?
And i was scared of the withdrawal symptoms i would feel, but let me tell you i haven't felt ANY YET but hopefully won't ever!
And so i ask you to pray for me in that i will overcome any urges to smoke, and that i will be reminded that my body is a temple of God. Praise the Lord for showing me the way.
In fact i didn't want it to be so soon, but just 2 days ago i was feeling angry about myself and the way i was with God, i didn't want to disappoint him. And then i cried about it, and i asked for help. And the next thing i know i'm tossing whats left of my cigarette pack, and all the cartons of cigarettes and little cigars that were mine, i wrapped them in gift wrap to give away and not to see them ever again.
Whats out of sight is out of mind, right?
And i was scared of the withdrawal symptoms i would feel, but let me tell you i haven't felt ANY YET but hopefully won't ever!
And so i ask you to pray for me in that i will overcome any urges to smoke, and that i will be reminded that my body is a temple of God. Praise the Lord for showing me the way.