Hello all, just thought i would introduce myself. I'm Esh. I stumbled accross this site in the last few hours and have been browsing it for a while. I must say that I am impressed.
I'm a 21 year old christian. I have been a christian for as long as i can remember. I've grown up in a christian home with loving parents and a younger brother and sister. I have been struggling with a few things for a long time. That is acccually what brought me to this site. More on that at another time.
i have just recently come back to my church and am now involved in an LDG (Life Development Group) They help me through a lot and I am very grateful for them. I have noticed that I am missing somthing though... an intimecy with God. I am starting to build up my relationshp with him again. It is just going to take a while. Reading and praying are somthing that I am currently working on.
I am currently coarting(for lack of a better term) a wonderful young woman that lives about 500 miles away from me. I met her online and it has stayed that way for now. We plan on meeting at some point. She is a strong christian and has the same foundation as i do, a strong christian family to support her.
One of the things that I have been struggling with(less so since I met her) for the last couple of years in Porn and masturbation. I know that it is wrong and i feel it in my heart everytime i stumble. If fact I just stumbled last night. I'm going to have to tell her that i stumbled. Thats going to be rough on both of us.
I know a change in me has got to accure if I'm going to beat this thing permimently.... Its just getting to that point of saying "yes I finally have beatin it" that is going to take a while.
Anyway that is me. My hands are starting to hurt so I'm going to stop typing this intro for a bit. Thank you for listening.....
-Esh
I'm a 21 year old christian. I have been a christian for as long as i can remember. I've grown up in a christian home with loving parents and a younger brother and sister. I have been struggling with a few things for a long time. That is acccually what brought me to this site. More on that at another time.
i have just recently come back to my church and am now involved in an LDG (Life Development Group) They help me through a lot and I am very grateful for them. I have noticed that I am missing somthing though... an intimecy with God. I am starting to build up my relationshp with him again. It is just going to take a while. Reading and praying are somthing that I am currently working on.
I am currently coarting(for lack of a better term) a wonderful young woman that lives about 500 miles away from me. I met her online and it has stayed that way for now. We plan on meeting at some point. She is a strong christian and has the same foundation as i do, a strong christian family to support her.
One of the things that I have been struggling with(less so since I met her) for the last couple of years in Porn and masturbation. I know that it is wrong and i feel it in my heart everytime i stumble. If fact I just stumbled last night. I'm going to have to tell her that i stumbled. Thats going to be rough on both of us.
I know a change in me has got to accure if I'm going to beat this thing permimently.... Its just getting to that point of saying "yes I finally have beatin it" that is going to take a while.
Anyway that is me. My hands are starting to hurt so I'm going to stop typing this intro for a bit. Thank you for listening.....
-Esh
