Hi all, I'm 36 and although I've been married before and been in two-failed relationships, in the last three years that have caused me and a lot of others a lot of hurt. I'm also in recovery for a messed up lifestyle that has involved drugs, drink, gambling and much more, though I'm well on my way to recovery there's still behaviours that need changing before I can marry one of gods precious daughters, my question is this I want and I will wait for god to bring me a bride if it's his will but part of me is tempted to look myself, the only thing that holds me back is that I have looked before but it has all gone wrong, I have been told by some people that have some great relationships that they waited for god to bring them a wife and they seem to have a wonderful relationship, so if a person does something like Internet dating is it wrong, are they simply not waiting for god to act, or do you think god would draw them to the site, so they could meet their partner, it just confuses me, please help
