frustration, depression, fed up

[RuthD]

Hi everyone,
I'm editing my post because it could have triggered someone. My sister just rejected me because I am not like her and living the way she does. I am totally disabled and cannot work and sometimes cannot even function. I didn't take a bath in 2 mos because I was so depressed and my laundry is sky high. She starts fights with me whenever she can. She is antagonistic. I told her that I did not like her trying to make me feel guilty all the time and to stay out of my business. I was just so tired of her trying to make me out to be something that I am not. This has been going on for quite awhile. I actually told her thank you for rejecting me but I am sad she has to pick on me all the time. She did it on FB so everyone could see and embarrassed me all the time. She put down my friend on FB and my friend stood up to her for belittling her. I had another sister who is gone and have no other sisters left, I mean biological. I could use prayers. I have several diagnosis and life is very hard for me. I believe in Jesus and pray but need to more. I really need uplifting advice and motivation to be closer to Jesus once again. Thank you for reading this.

 

[CurlyGirl01]

It's okay! God loves you and is still watching out for you in this time!

1 Peter 5:7 says "Casting all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you."

Don't give up! He REALLY truly loves you! He's got your back!

 

[RuthD]

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It's okay! God loves you and is still watching out for you in this time!

1 Peter 5:7 says "Casting all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you."

Don't give up! He REALLY truly loves you! He's got your back!

Thank you very much!

 

[Jo1]

Love u Ruth ((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))

 

[RuthD]

Love you 2 Jo!

 

[miss-a]

I am definitely praying for you, Ruth. Please remember that what your sister did was not at all about you. It says many things about her.

You have a dear, sweet heart, but sadly everyone does not value that quality. But we do here. I'm glad you're here in our online family.

Prayers,
a

 

[RuthD]

Thank you so much miss-a. Your message made me feel good. You are such a loving, and caring person. You are valued so much!!

 

[ToBeBlessed]

Earlier in this thread it was said that people do not understand mental illness. That is very true Ruth. The only people that will truly understand you are those who have experienced it. Try to remember that those who hurt you really don't understand mental illness or how devastating it is to those who are going through it.

Take everything deep in your heart and your innermost feelings back to God. He is the only one who knows you so well.

* big hug*

 

[RuthD]

Thank you tobeblessed.

 

[aflower4God]

Hi everyone,
I'm editing my post because it could have triggered someone. My sister just rejected me because I am not like her and living the way she does. I am totally disabled and cannot work and sometimes cannot even function. I didn't take a bath in 2 mos because I was so depressed and my laundry is sky high. She starts fights with me whenever she can. She is antagonistic. I told her that I did not like her trying to make me feel guilty all the time and to stay out of my business. I was just so tired of her trying to make me out to be something that I am not. This has been going on for quite awhile. I actually told her thank you for rejecting me but I am sad she has to pick on me all the time. She did it on FB so everyone could see and embarrassed me all the time. She put down my friend on FB and my friend stood up to her for belittling her. I had another sister who is gone and have no other sisters left, I mean biological. I could use prayers. I have several diagnosis and life is very hard for me. I believe in Jesus and pray but need to more. I really need uplifting advice and motivation to be closer to Jesus once again. Thank you for reading this.

Sweet sis I just saw this thread now and I am SO SORRY that I haven't seen it sooner. FIRST A (((((((((((BIG HUG))))))))))) to you. Your sister is SOOOOOOOOOO WRONG about you, I think you are an amazing person! Second I know how you feel, my brother never even invited me to his wedding that is suppose to take place some time this month. I am a "loser" in his eyes cause he still lives his "glory days" of high school and here I am, I can't work cause of my disabling panic disorder and anxiety and depression. For most of my life he has been embarrassed by me cause I was not "popular" in high school. I didn't party another words I didn't muster up to what he wanted me to be. SO I kind of know how you feel sis. My own mother doesn't want anything to do with me now that my father passed.
But you know what sis, you have a family here on CF who LOVE YOU so dearly and care about you. You mean so much to us.
I love ya lots sis ((((((((((((((((BIG HUGS))))))))))))))) still praying for you <3

 

[ihavefoundgod951]

Stay strong Ruth, big hug x

 

[power2theweak]

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[Jeshu]

Ruth Jesus loves you unconditionally. He isn't worried about the external stuff but loves you for who you are. Please don't heed those people who belittle you but know that in God's eyes you are beautiful and worthwhile.


Beauty is more than skin deep it goes to the recesses of the heart - and that's what counts.

 

[RuthD]

Sweet sis I just saw this thread now and I am SO SORRY that I haven't seen it sooner. FIRST A (((((((((((BIG HUG))))))))))) to you. Your sister is SOOOOOOOOOO WRONG about you, I think you are an amazing person! Second I know how you feel, my brother never even invited me to his wedding that is suppose to take place some time this month. I am a "loser" in his eyes cause he still lives his "glory days" of high school and here I am, I can't work cause of my disabling panic disorder and anxiety and depression. For most of my life he has been embarrassed by me cause I was not "popular" in high school. I didn't party another words I didn't muster up to what he wanted me to be. SO I kind of know how you feel sis. My own mother doesn't want anything to do with me now that my father passed.
But you know what sis, you have a family here on CF who LOVE YOU so dearly and care about you. You mean so much to us.
I love ya lots sis ((((((((((((((((BIG HUGS))))))))))))))) still praying for you <3

Thank you for your prayers. You are right. The CF family loves us all just the way we are. It's unfortunate your brother is so blind to your worthfullness and kindness and good heart.

Stay strong Ruth, big hug x

I'm trying to. Thank you.

(((Ruth))) We love you! (((Ruth)))

Thank you power. Love you too!

Ruth Jesus loves you unconditionally. He isn't worried about the external stuff but loves you for who you are. Please don't heed those people who belittle you but know that in God's eyes you are beautiful and worthwhile.


Beauty is more than skin deep it goes to the recesses of the heart - and that's what counts.

Thank you Jeshu. You are so right.

God bless all of you. I am trying to stay afloat evenly emotionally. Trying not to let anything get me down. I guess there are always going to be people that don't appreciate us. I guess they need prayers because they are on the wrong path.

 

[Criada]

Praying for you, sweetie.
You are very precious and special to us and to God.

 

[Jo1]

(((((((((Hugs))))))))) love u dear Ruth sorry it's so hard,

 

[RuthD]

Praying for you, sweetie.
You are very precious and special to us and to God.

Thank you Sarah. You are more precious and special to all!! Love you.

(((((((((Hugs))))))))) love u dear Ruth sorry it's so hard,

It's getting better now Jo. I don't feel as bad as I did. God bless you.

 

[ihavefoundgod951]

Thank you Sarah. You are more precious and special to all!! Love you.

It's getting better now Jo. I don't feel as bad as I did. God bless you.

Good to hear you are feeling alittle better, keep up the good work

xoxox