Okay, after a fair bit of reading, I think I can accept free will doesn't exist, we are all a product of our environment with no real choice how we turn out; we are who we are etc etc
The problem is, I can make efforts to change my outlook on life quite easily; for example, as a result of realising free will doesn't exist, I can now be a lot more understanding instead of critical of why a person has turned out the way they have. You could say I never really made a choice to change, it was environmental factors, i.e. the fine people on this forum
, that partly made me realise free will doesn't exist. That is fine, I can accept that. But the question remains, why did it *feel* like it was my choice to accept that free will doesn't exist. Why does it *feel* like my decision to do anything? Why does it *feel* like I am in control of my own life when logic tells me everything I do is a result of environmental influences? Don't I have even a tiny bit of say of how I turn out?
The problem is, I can make efforts to change my outlook on life quite easily; for example, as a result of realising free will doesn't exist, I can now be a lot more understanding instead of critical of why a person has turned out the way they have. You could say I never really made a choice to change, it was environmental factors, i.e. the fine people on this forum