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Hi everyone,
I came here because I don't want to drive my pastors insane (14 years of atheism is a lot). [staff edited]
I don't even know what to say really, during those 14 years I devoted myself to answering big questions with the attitude there MUST be external answers to everything, we just haven't reached there yet - THAT typical attitude a lot of us probably knows about from atheism.
The conversion story is huge, and I've studied almost every field during my years of obsession as an atheist. My final conclusion honestly is science has unraveled all of Satan's "logic" (for whatever the "logic" of chaos or insanity even means, but I guess that's what Math is for). They just can't accept Alan Guths multiverse theory as the end all be all framework that's totally reasonable with empiricism, and I just can't comprehend why. It's a beautiful simple model, a background of pushing eternal energy and our Universe is just one of silly nonsensical Universes that appears as cracks in this energy. Now what does that sound like?
Just because they are trying to prove the theory from the outside to in, of course that's impossible so infinities, zeros, and other nonsense begins to appear as walls. These walls are not just in the numbers, it's this WHOLE UNIVERSE of each little molecule of spacetime or whatever separating things and our wills/souls apart from Absolute Unity.
Anyway, through life's madness, I saw Satan 3 or 4 times and for all I knew it FELT I was dragged back to life or something 2 or 3 times with a weird Deja Vu feeling and half my vision blocked on the left eye by whiteness. <- I know I can't say for sure how or why it happened, but it is a literal description of what I experienced. I don't know how all that stuff would've looked from the outside.
I'm new to Faith as an full-fledged adult, so be kind
God Bless All
- Amthony
I came here because I don't want to drive my pastors insane (14 years of atheism is a lot). [staff edited]
I don't even know what to say really, during those 14 years I devoted myself to answering big questions with the attitude there MUST be external answers to everything, we just haven't reached there yet - THAT typical attitude a lot of us probably knows about from atheism.
The conversion story is huge, and I've studied almost every field during my years of obsession as an atheist. My final conclusion honestly is science has unraveled all of Satan's "logic" (for whatever the "logic" of chaos or insanity even means, but I guess that's what Math is for). They just can't accept Alan Guths multiverse theory as the end all be all framework that's totally reasonable with empiricism, and I just can't comprehend why. It's a beautiful simple model, a background of pushing eternal energy and our Universe is just one of silly nonsensical Universes that appears as cracks in this energy. Now what does that sound like?
Just because they are trying to prove the theory from the outside to in, of course that's impossible so infinities, zeros, and other nonsense begins to appear as walls. These walls are not just in the numbers, it's this WHOLE UNIVERSE of each little molecule of spacetime or whatever separating things and our wills/souls apart from Absolute Unity.
Anyway, through life's madness, I saw Satan 3 or 4 times and for all I knew it FELT I was dragged back to life or something 2 or 3 times with a weird Deja Vu feeling and half my vision blocked on the left eye by whiteness. <- I know I can't say for sure how or why it happened, but it is a literal description of what I experienced. I don't know how all that stuff would've looked from the outside.
I'm new to Faith as an full-fledged adult, so be kind
God Bless All
- Amthony
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