- Jul 8, 2007
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Hey,
so i'm not sure if this is the rigth place to post this but i used to be a cutter. it has been about 11 months since the last time i did it, and months since i had a really big urge!!! I just kinda needed to tell some one, i don't like to talk to my family about it, more i don't think they want me to talk about it and i tend to dwell in the past some times. and most of my friends don't really understand that it was an addiction for me.
any way i am about to go on vacation in a few days back to the town that i grew up in. last time i visited i had some alcohal (my first time drinking and my last at least till i'm 21) then i cutt my self deeper then i ever had (which still was not very deep but any thing is to deep). and that was it... the last time i ever cutt myself. God has been so good to me this last year, i can't tell you how diffrent i am, or how happy!
like i said i just needed to tell some one. thanks for the time!!!
so i'm not sure if this is the rigth place to post this but i used to be a cutter. it has been about 11 months since the last time i did it, and months since i had a really big urge!!! I just kinda needed to tell some one, i don't like to talk to my family about it, more i don't think they want me to talk about it and i tend to dwell in the past some times. and most of my friends don't really understand that it was an addiction for me.
any way i am about to go on vacation in a few days back to the town that i grew up in. last time i visited i had some alcohal (my first time drinking and my last at least till i'm 21) then i cutt my self deeper then i ever had (which still was not very deep but any thing is to deep). and that was it... the last time i ever cutt myself. God has been so good to me this last year, i can't tell you how diffrent i am, or how happy!
like i said i just needed to tell some one. thanks for the time!!!