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SlEePy19

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Hi my name is Adam and I'm looking for some insight on a matter that has plagued me since it happened. so basically one night i had a dream (make a long story short) i saw symbols, patterns, and once i walked into my grandmothers room from the living room, i saw my my little brother sitting on the edge of his bed. At the time of the dream my brother was a year or 2 old, but he seemed older in my dream and he had some change in his hand. I had asked him to give it to me but i felt that he felt safer with it so i asked for half and i would give it back later. Directly and instantly following my words i saw the blankets rise up. i stood there in dread and asked who it was and it said Azazel, and I grabbed my little brother and began to run out of the room in fear before i had woken up. I woke up still in fear and did research on what the name given to me meant. Shortly after i stayed at a friends house and let's just say i wasnt under the correct influence under substance (this was also a very bad time in my life in which i have come to understand and better myself through my faith and being), and everything went pretty cool. A closet was pointed out to me and he said that the house was somewhat haunted, so i dismissed the thought thinking he was just tring to scare me. Well then things got worse. I sat there and saw a group of shadow figures form from behind the TV and i began to become fearful, so i started reading a scripture my grandmother texted me to ease my fearful spirit. Now at this point what made me realize that i was fighting a spiritual battle was that the scripture became harder and harder to read, and a specific shadow figure kept getting closer and closer, and by the time i was about done reading it the figure was right up in my face. all the while my friend is trying to get me to stop being on my phone. After i read the scripture things were fine, until they got worse. My friend began telling me things i am still scared to talk about now, and all the while more and more black figures began to surround me and i felt trapped and scared, all while i could quite literally feel murderous intent surrounding me. And at one point i didnt see my friends face no longer, all i saw was a pitch black face with white eyes and an absolutely haunting big white villainous smile. and it just kept getting worse and worse and all i could do was pray. I eventually got a call from a friend who was distressed and used that to leave. Once the lights came on my friend was pure white like he was obsolved of almost all life from him, and i proceeded to make him stay in front of me because all i could fell was murderous intent in the air and i ran to my car and continued to pray and officially devote my life to God because of what he got me through. Once i got back to my mothers i saw an old man get up and go to my bathroom and i tried to sleep again, but once i opened my eyes (because i couldn't move for some reason) i was being held down by something that appeared clear to me with a detailed version of a person with no face (meaning i could tell where the eyes nose mouth would be) so i literally prayed myself to sleep. My question is did that have anything to do with my dream? and what does that mean, could i have something attached to me? i need any and all info i can get. I also apologize for this being so long it just still haunts me till this day. Also i failed to mention, I knew this was spiritual and i feel like i confronted the demon in my dreams and spiritually battled it plz let e know anything you can.