I've been struggeling with an ED for 21 years.I'm trying so hard to change my ways.My counsler thinks that I've had it for so long that I won't be able to change.It's really hard for me I eat very little,she wanted me to eat more which I did try,I put on weight and fliped out.I'm not to skinny I'm about 50 pounds overweight.I can't stand the way my body feels psychically,it makes me sick and I can't stand how I look.I hate looking at myself.I'm trying to stop abbusing laxatives and diuretics.I've damaged my body in so many ways.The newest thing now is from the diuretic abbuse my heart beats 122 at rest.I've lost most of my teeth,hair started falling out,vitamin B and folic acid deficiant.almost anemic with getting V-B12 shots monthly.If there is anyone who just started having problems with an ED please get help early don't wait!!I always thought it won't happen to me,and even tho I know how bad my health is I can't seem to stop what I'm doing.I pray someday I will be happy with my body and see my self as Christ sees me.

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