I have once again found my way back to this website. I really dont have anyone else to go to it seems. I am still in a lot of pain over my loss of faith in 2009 and it is tormenting everyday, especially in the last 9 months.
I will be as honest as possible as i explain. As i dont want to pretend anymore and i know by only being honest can i get the help i need.
I believe in evolution but i also believe in spirits. However, i do not believe in God, or at least i dont think hes real. THe many videos ive seen of the spirit world and readings indicate that one does exist. I am not 100 percent sure but im willing to bet on it. THe same goes for evolution, not 100 percent sure but im willing to bet on it.
Please help me understand that spirits could not have evolved. That they are perfect examples of creation. I cannot reconcile a spirit with evolution. I can see how man can come from the 'dust of the ground' but i cannot see how a spirit could evolve.
Mind you i am aware that my reasoning seems very faulty in a Christians eyes, as a non-believer i dont have spiritual eyes anymore so im blinded. Very strange to see an agnostic speak this way, but i have been around church and christian people enough to know that i have lost my vision. Which i why i am in so much pain everyday, i know exactly how important the belief or disbelief in god is.
Thanks for your time everyone
Yes, the above information is not something you could necessarily have answered by a Christian because it violates so much of the Christian "experience" and intuitive knowledge.
Just a brief breakdown that you're probably aware of in "head knowledge" but maybe haven't placed under bullet point. A Christian believes and has had some experience with-
- The presence of God, belief in a God (tangible and in theory)
- A Christian has had experience (tangible) with the Spiritual world, and has had interaction with the Trinity- God the Father, Son, and the Holy Spirit- simultaneously and individually. They had to or they wouldn't have gotten born again.
- A Christian has accepted and gladly received a New Birth Experience. We are a new Creation and have had at least a one time experience receiving this "new birth/recreated spirit. Those who receive the Baptism of the Holy Spirit go on to experience empowerment daily to actually live out the Christian life.
- A Christian believes Jesus(God) is the author and originator of that New Spirit and Creation; and He has ascended on to Heaven- physically raised from the dead-, and lives on today. He's not dead, and not merely a Spirit- even though He is a Spirit. Every human being is a spirit. James 2:26- The body without the Spirit is dead.
So to answer the above question- "Is a Spirit something evolved?" For a true Christian, the answer would be a very sure, "no!" Not only because Christians believe in the Bible and the Bible does not support evolution; but for any Christian (meaning they experienced the New Birth Experience) they did not simply evolve into a Christian, they had to receive a New Spirit and accept the only new creation since the beginning of the earth. And just as Eve was formed through the bone of Adam, and every molecule was built from the bone; a Christian is "bone of His bone, flesh of his flesh."
I need to emphasize that a Christian does not simply sit in their room / church and decide to put faith in God. For every person who has not deadened themselves to the presence of God, His existence is a fact. But belief in God does not make one a Christian or even spiritual. James 2:19- even demons believe and tremble.
Also a Christian does not simply wake up and think to themselves,"I'm going to go out today and find God," and stop at the first religion that made sense and appealed to their better senses. John 6:44- No one is drawn unless the Holy Spirit draws them.
You can say it like this- Anyone who has not come upon Christianity has either deadened themselves the leading of the Holy Spirit, they have not responded positively to the faith God has released so they might be born again, or they are simply willfully rejecting God. That may be tight, but it's right.
The depression you're experiencing, or the pain you are partaking in everyday, is not just some guilt or lack or inability on your part. Just like it's not some accident you ended up on this website asking questions. The Holy Spirit is trying to draw you to receiving Christ and allow him to produce the Faith you need to live out the Christian life. Whatever conclusion you came to in rejecting "your faith", sounds to me like nothing but self effort on your part to carry out the Christian life.
Satan loves the idea of evolution because there's no love in it. It renders people helpless and allows them to question what part they play in receiving and experiencing more than what they have. If everything is just working itself out, why believe anything at all, you have no involvement whatsoever. Creation- whether in Spirit or in flesh- is God's love letter to mankind. It's His way of saying, I have a plan for your life, and pain is not and never was a part of that.
Now I've probably raised more questions than answered. But understand this, the Spirit world is not some unorganized, mess. It's more stable than anything we have in the natural. God is a God of order, and He would never simply let something evolve, let along the spirit world. In fact everything in the natural started with some spiritual, and there are no exceptions. (Disclaimer:He does offer free-will; but free- will is not evolution.)
But don't sit there trying to understand this with a darkened understanding. There's no need for that. Just let God know, "You said, 'We are saved by grace, through faith (and that faith not of ourselves, but is gift a God, not of works, less anyone should boast). Ask Him to impart the faith you need to receive His grace and you can start asking the source. But you have to agree to let God be true and every man a liar. Just say God, "I don't care either way. I just want the truth. Which is it- evolution or creation?" Everyone seeking finds, and everyone knocking will have a door opened.
God has already blessed you with understanding- if ye be willing to receive it.