- Feb 11, 2018
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- Country
- United States
- Gender
- Female
- Faith
- Anglican
- Marital Status
- Single
All day long, I'm attacked by mean voices who criticize me. It stems from the trauma of being criticized my whole life whether I did one thing or its opposite. I got it from people from every walk of life, so it wasn't like I could just write off any particular group. Ex. I got it from both men who wanted to possess me and women who wanted to emulate me.
I rebelled and tried it my way. I tried to distract, therapy, meds for the voices, philosophies, and other religions. Nothing worked.
Except God and his son Jesus Christ. Prayer was thought replacement. Then God revealed to me that I could be mindful of the Father throughout the day. Now when the voices attack, it reminds me to redirect my attention the Father.
I can be around people, but I prefer to be alone with God as much as possible.
Selah!
I rebelled and tried it my way. I tried to distract, therapy, meds for the voices, philosophies, and other religions. Nothing worked.
Except God and his son Jesus Christ. Prayer was thought replacement. Then God revealed to me that I could be mindful of the Father throughout the day. Now when the voices attack, it reminds me to redirect my attention the Father.
I can be around people, but I prefer to be alone with God as much as possible.
Selah!