- Aug 24, 2019
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- Faith
- Freethinker
- Marital Status
- Single
I remember my first experience with pornography, I was about 9 year's of age, and I found a few adult magazine's at my father's shipping company. I really liked what was in those magazine's, so I snuck them back to my parents house. For some reason I decided to put the pictures all over my wall, until my parents found out. I didn't get in any trouble, they just said "Take those down, you're too young to have those pictures"
As I got older, I was exposed to more and more pornography. It seemed to be everywhere, on television, on billboards, on windows in shopping centre's, in catalogues & women's magazine's. Then when I reached my late 20's I met an older Christian man who opened my eye's to a wide variety of thing's he consider sinful, and the consequences that would face me if I didn't leave my worldly lifestyle behind.
So I did what any naive person would do, and played wack a sin for 15+ year's of my life. Anything the Bible said was sinful, I'd be on the front line's praying to Jesus to kick those demon's out. But thing's got hard, real hard, as I eventually realised that if you wack one sin mole, another one pop's out.
For some reason sin couldn't be defeated, worse still the more I wacked my sin nature the less human I became. It got to the point that everything became an act of sin, so I completely shut down and couldn't function normally. Then it got even worse, because as I was trying to overcome sin with beliefs, I went darker.
So dark so, it became me.
As I got older, I was exposed to more and more pornography. It seemed to be everywhere, on television, on billboards, on windows in shopping centre's, in catalogues & women's magazine's. Then when I reached my late 20's I met an older Christian man who opened my eye's to a wide variety of thing's he consider sinful, and the consequences that would face me if I didn't leave my worldly lifestyle behind.
So I did what any naive person would do, and played wack a sin for 15+ year's of my life. Anything the Bible said was sinful, I'd be on the front line's praying to Jesus to kick those demon's out. But thing's got hard, real hard, as I eventually realised that if you wack one sin mole, another one pop's out.
For some reason sin couldn't be defeated, worse still the more I wacked my sin nature the less human I became. It got to the point that everything became an act of sin, so I completely shut down and couldn't function normally. Then it got even worse, because as I was trying to overcome sin with beliefs, I went darker.
So dark so, it became me.