Proverbs 1:26
I also will laugh at your calamity; I will mock when your fear cometh:
I have tried to honor God and follow wisdom. But today I get to go to my doctor, just to be told my blood sugar is to high, and more than likely my blood pressure is to high, so he being a good doctor he will probably up my dosage. But the problem that causing me, my most stress, which I primary when to him for he will probably do nothing for. And I really believe that God is laughing at my calamity. This problem on another forum cause me to get another lady mad at me, cause I say I didnt deserve her. I would dare say most Christian wouldn't like me, if they meet me. I know because God gave me this problem, I hate myself.
Unforutanely my first doctor that I talked to about this problem didn't think I had a problem here, he told me no I didn't. Believe me I wish he did cause he would have stop at nothing to solve it. He told a friend's daughter that she did, and cure her. My current doctor doesn't think I do either. But I hear the comments behind my back all the time. And even had a couple or few times, people comfronted, me about it.
So one incident were I overheard people talking about my problem was when one gal at work was talking to another guy. She say he says he showers (speaking of me, which I do), he replied he needs to use soap.
This within two hours of taking a shower yes with soap. And yes I have had people say to my face you stink, within hours of taking a shower.
But everytime I go to the doctors they just say they don't notice anything.
So seeing a doctor hasn't help, and I really question if God loves everybody?
I also will laugh at your calamity; I will mock when your fear cometh:
I have tried to honor God and follow wisdom. But today I get to go to my doctor, just to be told my blood sugar is to high, and more than likely my blood pressure is to high, so he being a good doctor he will probably up my dosage. But the problem that causing me, my most stress, which I primary when to him for he will probably do nothing for. And I really believe that God is laughing at my calamity. This problem on another forum cause me to get another lady mad at me, cause I say I didnt deserve her. I would dare say most Christian wouldn't like me, if they meet me. I know because God gave me this problem, I hate myself.
Unforutanely my first doctor that I talked to about this problem didn't think I had a problem here, he told me no I didn't. Believe me I wish he did cause he would have stop at nothing to solve it. He told a friend's daughter that she did, and cure her. My current doctor doesn't think I do either. But I hear the comments behind my back all the time. And even had a couple or few times, people comfronted, me about it.
So one incident were I overheard people talking about my problem was when one gal at work was talking to another guy. She say he says he showers (speaking of me, which I do), he replied he needs to use soap.
This within two hours of taking a shower yes with soap. And yes I have had people say to my face you stink, within hours of taking a shower.
But everytime I go to the doctors they just say they don't notice anything.
So seeing a doctor hasn't help, and I really question if God loves everybody?