pray that they will get a terminal disease and die so they don't have to kill themselves?
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I don't feel like I can live another day.



pray that they will get a terminal disease and die so they don't have to kill themselves?


pray that they will get a terminal disease and die so they don't have to kill themselves?
I highly recommend you see a psychiatrist and get on medication if you haven't already. And if you are on medication its time to tell the doctor to change them.
I know exactly where you're at. I was treated for Bipolar Disorder from 1993-2000. Then I went off medication because I didn't have insurance. I didn't know then that you could get free samples of some medications through your doctor.
Anyways, after stopping treatment I was sort of on a roller coaster ride depression wise. I'd have periods where I felt pretty good and some really dark times feeling suicidal. In 2007 I finally ended up trying to kill myself and by a miracle I survived. I ended up spending 11 days in a hospital where they had to re-attach the tendons in both my wrists. Then I spent another 2 weeks in a psychiatric hospital. I had medical bills of over $75,000 that I never paid and completely destroyed my credit. Now I'm STILL trying to put my life back together but I'm doing pretty well now that I'm back on medication.
All I can say is definitely get some help now before things spiral out of control! You do NOT want to go through what I did!!
Thank you for responding everyone and thanks for your thoughts. Glad to see I am not the only one. Not that I like that others suffer, but it makes me feel a little less alone.

I don't have any way to get to one and I cant afford any treatments or medications. what kind of medication has worked for you.
