That probably sounds like a really weird question. The thing is, there have been, are, and most likely will continue to be many areas in my life where I just can't see the big picture. For example, when we were trying so hard to get pregnant the first time, I had so many doubts about whether G-d was really going to take care of us. If I, today, could go back to talk to myself of 5 years ago, I would tell myself about how it all turned out so well and that I would have two beautiful little girls that are more precious to me than life itself. Then myself-of-5-years-ago could rest in the knowledge that I didn't need to worry because G-d's plan was good. It would have been so much easier to accept where I was at that moment, even though things weren't happening exactly the way I wanted them to, just because I would know everything would turn out well in the end.
So today I'm struggling with different issues. It's hard to have peace with where I am now without knowing how G-d will make it all turn out. I know He will take care of me, but what does that mean? I realize that faith in G-d comes from trusting Him even when I don't know what will happen, but did Y'shua ever have to deal with that? Or did He always know what would happen? He was fully G-d; could He live in ignorance of the future and also be fully G-d? Did He have to rely on faith to get Him through, or did He have an awareness of the bigger picture so that faith was, essentially, unnecessary? I know He had to trust G-d, and choose G-d's will over His own, but was He choosing G-d's will while also knowing what that will was, or did He choose G-d's will in blind faith?
Okay, so much for this "deep thought." I have another question, but I'll start a different thread. Thanks for any input!
So today I'm struggling with different issues. It's hard to have peace with where I am now without knowing how G-d will make it all turn out. I know He will take care of me, but what does that mean? I realize that faith in G-d comes from trusting Him even when I don't know what will happen, but did Y'shua ever have to deal with that? Or did He always know what would happen? He was fully G-d; could He live in ignorance of the future and also be fully G-d? Did He have to rely on faith to get Him through, or did He have an awareness of the bigger picture so that faith was, essentially, unnecessary? I know He had to trust G-d, and choose G-d's will over His own, but was He choosing G-d's will while also knowing what that will was, or did He choose G-d's will in blind faith?
Okay, so much for this "deep thought." I have another question, but I'll start a different thread. Thanks for any input!

When the baby was born, she came so quickly we didn't even get out of the house, much less make it to the hospital in time. She came even before the paramedics arrived!
) had to deliver her. With our first baby, he never even wanted to be in the room or cut the cord. But he ended up 'catching' the second one! Ever since, I've tried to put a lot of thought into what I pray for!