I am reaching out which I do not do. I feel desperate and very alone inside. I need support. This is the first time I have posted. I was sexual abused by my father. My mother was paranoid schizophrenic. I have ptsd and DID. My therapist who has gotten me to a point of being able to trust him and feel safe told me in session he is moving. The abandonment and grief I am feeling is crushing and any safety I had is gone. I use to be able to live without it - to deny myself any safety - and everything is broken down now and I can't. It does not matter that he wants to transiton me to another therapist. It does not matter. I feel like this is what God does - He gives me something good - a small measure of safety and then he rips it away. I am not going to do anything but I do not want to try anymore. I am married and have good kids but I do not feel the connection that I should to them. I feel numb. It is like I cannot feel love from them. I desperately want to feel loved. And all of this so complicated - all the parts - I do not know how to move forward - I am tangled all up in it. The grief and pain I am feeling is unbearable. I am just trying to have something to read from someone - I am nonfunctional now - I dont even know if I can respond to anything that is posted to me.
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The General Mental Health Forum is now a Read Only Forum. As we had two large areas making it difficult for many to find, we decided to combine the Mental Health & the Recovery sections of the forum into Mental Health & Recovery as a whole. Physical Health still remains as it's own area within the entire Recovery area.
If you are having struggles, need support in a particular area that you aren't finding a specific recovery area forum, you may find the General Struggles forum a great place to post. Any any that is related to emotions, self-esteem, insomnia, anger, relationship dynamics due to mental health and recovery and other issues that don't fit better in another forum would be examples of topics that might go there.
If you have spiritual issues related to a mental health and recovery issue, please use the Recovery Related Spiritual Advice forum. This forum is designed to be like Christian Advice, only for recovery type of issues. Recovery being like a family in many ways, allows us to support one another together. May you be blessed today and each day.
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CF has always been a site that welcomes people from different backgrounds and beliefs to participate in discussion and even debate. That is the nature of its ministry. In view of recent events emotions are running very high. We need to remind people of some basic principles in debating on this site. We need to be civil when we express differences in opinion. No personal attacks. Avoid you, your statements. Don't characterize an entire political party with comparisons to Fascism or Communism or other extreme movements that committed atrocities. CF is not the place for broad brush or blanket statements about groups and political parties. Put the broad brushes and blankets away when you come to CF, better yet, put them in the incinerator. Debate had no place for them. We need to remember that people that commit acts of violence represent themselves or a small extreme faction.
desperate mt
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I want to tell you just one thing - when the whole world rejects you, Jesus will be there for you. He will never leave you nor forsake you. I will pray for you, that you come to know God in a very personal way. Please read through the chapters of Ezekiel 36 and 37. There is hope in your future.
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