Hey everyone, I need some help. I'm depressed, angry, and overall I feel like crap. I've been in a 3 year relationship that has been falling apart for just about as long as we have been together. The person that I am with has cheated on me time and time again and it hurts me deeply. We are/were engaged and he says he wants to marry me, but because of his past he fights with sexual struggles and can't seem to keep himself in line and away from other women. I am ANGRY. I have been in bad relationships before and I always find myself being used. I'm scared! I want to go hurt all the guys that have ever hurt me and all the women who slept with him. I am afraid of what I could do to someone in this state of mind. Tears stream down my face as I type this note. I want to erase it because I've been holding all this inside for so long that it feels strange to even be saying this to total strangers. I feel so alone. I can't talk to me family because I don't want to worry them. My friends would say I have issues and look at me like I have problems. I feel alone and broken. There are so many things that I can't even put into words. I don't even have the energy to type or talk to someone about all of this. I'm afraid that I'm going to explode. I'm a good person and all I ever wanted to do is love and be loved. This world is so cold and people can be so mean. I've never done anything to hurt anyone. I can't remember the last time I was happy and had peace. Thank you for taking time to listen.
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Kloria said:
Hiya Kloria. I am sorry you are having such a tough time at present. It sounds really horrible to have to deal with.
I could start to give lots of useful advice, but I think at the moment you need to talk, rather than listen. Would you like to say more, either here or in PM? I am a good listener, and I may be able to help you find your path.
Just one thing; be nice to yourself - you are having a tough time, so be gentle and take care of yourself.
Peace be with you.
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I know how you feel. My situation involves an unfaithful wife (soon to be divorced), but I reckon I am experiencing all the wretched emotions you are feeling. It sucks, it hurts, it is unfair, what on Earth is God doing?, and the loneliness is a black pit that goes all the way down to the centre of the Earth.
But take heart - you are not alone.
May God send angels to comfort you.
But take heart - you are not alone.
May God send angels to comfort you.
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"I've been in a 3 year relationship that has been falling apart for just about as long as we have been together."
What makes you think it is going to get any better?
You need to find a relationship where the effort you put into it returns something other than misery.
What makes you think it is going to get any better?
You need to find a relationship where the effort you put into it returns something other than misery.
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Thank you all for your prayers. I know I have some tough decisions to make. I will try to stay strong and I know God will be with me. I'm just afraid of all the pain that I have to go through, but I'm going to just have to TRUST. This will be a test of my faith.
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