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I'm going to speak about deliverances without providing any instructions on how to do one, rules permit, and it's going to run the potential to annoy some people...
After my first deliverance done on me, I became a bit overeager with a hatred of evil. It caused me to want to become a deliverance minister.
By my second deliverance done on me, I started to realize that doing ANY deliverance can make a person weak for two days. At least me. And I truly don't think that one deliverance on me could expel all my problems. If I could get rid of every "problem" I had through deliverance, it would probably kill me.
So yes, I'm openminded to the idea that "demons" exist and all that, and I also don't consider myself a saint. I just hope that when I die of old age, God will look at all the cards dealt to me. Every day I live in (at least minor) agony in my spirit from various things.
Unfortunately, even if I did decide to go through with the process, for my own personal reasons I no longer talk to the person who did deliverances on me. So I'm on my own in that regard.
People will say "it's your schizophrenia acting up", but either way, at least I am listening to my Christian doctor and am on the full dosage of medicine. Doesn't mean I don't have spiritual problems.
I guess what I'm trying to say is I don't really expect my walk to improve too much from how it is now, so I pray that God acts accordingly.
After my first deliverance done on me, I became a bit overeager with a hatred of evil. It caused me to want to become a deliverance minister.
By my second deliverance done on me, I started to realize that doing ANY deliverance can make a person weak for two days. At least me. And I truly don't think that one deliverance on me could expel all my problems. If I could get rid of every "problem" I had through deliverance, it would probably kill me.
So yes, I'm openminded to the idea that "demons" exist and all that, and I also don't consider myself a saint. I just hope that when I die of old age, God will look at all the cards dealt to me. Every day I live in (at least minor) agony in my spirit from various things.
Unfortunately, even if I did decide to go through with the process, for my own personal reasons I no longer talk to the person who did deliverances on me. So I'm on my own in that regard.
People will say "it's your schizophrenia acting up", but either way, at least I am listening to my Christian doctor and am on the full dosage of medicine. Doesn't mean I don't have spiritual problems.
I guess what I'm trying to say is I don't really expect my walk to improve too much from how it is now, so I pray that God acts accordingly.