I was tormented by a lot demons, and was just reminded that maybe i have death spirit? then i prayed a few days ago, and today i even can not pray for it anymore.....cuz i realize deep down i desire death....
By bible, i know we humans have two final destiny:one is eternal life.one is eternal death.
I do not know why i desire eternal death it seems.
I got this maybe from v early ages from some abused spirit transferance.
and if so, i doubt i m even a real christian again...
By bible, i know we humans have two final destiny:one is eternal life.one is eternal death.
I do not know why i desire eternal death it seems.
I got this maybe from v early ages from some abused spirit transferance.
and if so, i doubt i m even a real christian again...